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2011-02-06T00:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
hope you'll have a super awesome rabbit new year!! haha! hmm okay. so tomorrow we're going back to school..yay! wonder what things'd be like. you know. this year when i began a new start in a sort of new school(though there seems tobe many familiar faces) i'd hoped that things'd be different. i wish i had the courage to speak up more ya know. and be more of "myself" instead of being shy little old me all the time? makes sense?(: but now. i don't know how things are going to go. is it very awkward to be wanting to be someone different? is it wrong to be slightly different from who you were before? or maybe it's not even a matter of right or wrong but rather is it something you'd be happy doing? haha!
okayy then. back again soon i guess.

~i'm not always right,but i'm never wrong~

2011-01-25T06:08:00.000-08:00

hello world!
i'm back! after super long time(:
i don't know if i'll be continuing to blog.omg. blogging seems like a thing from so long ago. haha.maybe i'll just use it like a sorta diary to write stuff and random things that i think of suddenly!(:
hmm let's see. got my o level results back recently. and i'm happy!(: haha. eventhough some grades were a surprise (and not in a good way either) heh but yupp. i'm really grateful to the people that helped me! my friends,TEACHERS,parents and of couse GOD!:DD you know how it's like. sometimes when you want to be happy but you can't truly be happy cos people around you are feeling so much worse...and you dont think it's like appropriate to fell happy even if you wanted to be happy! haha!
hmm..been thinking recently.what happens when someone you love leaves you? like forever.never ever see him/her again.and this person was kind of really close to you..what'd you do then? would it be really dumb to beleive in "if it was meant to be things would fall into place"~
yupp!
feel like reviving his phrase cos i haven't typed it in a long time!
< 3

i may not always be right, but i'm never wrong

2010-02-25T08:27:00.000-08:00

oh yeah.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!!! :D

2010-02-25T07:02:00.001-08:00

heyy all!
back to update again..
oh man
one month's worth of updates..
going to die ffrom typing..
anyway..
supposed to be writing delights and frustrations of being a teenager essay now but so totally cant think :((
hmm hmm okay let's see..

RI GANGSHOW!
this was so totally awesome! after not going for campfires for almost one year plus plus.. miss campfires.. like really badly..
shall go for as many as poss this year! oh yeah and cant wait for our own JUNE CAAMPFRIE! typing it here actually makes it real! like as if it will happen and be a success :DD
hmm the theme was AH BENG MILLIONAIRE and so unexpected coming from them lah i guesss....the acting was super cool though.. esp chow ah beng and the girl--may! rememberguys???? ;) hehehe
though we did not win most enthu (lost to st mar's.. again) at least we had fun right??? and first time so high and scream till i lost my voice for like one day.. hahaha

CHINESE NEW YEAR/TOTAL DEFENCE DAY/VALENTINE'S DAY
celebration in school was so awesome except.. except that i did something so totally stupid and up till now so cant forgive myself for it :( shall not write it here because it brings up to many bad memories :( but let's just say once the mistakes has been made it shall not be made again still cant believe i missed it and it was the last one somemore.. really sorry for letting you down..erally wish i could have been ther.. for you for me for everyone :D hmm then gave out valentine's day gifts.. thanks so much to those who gave me :D it's reallllllyyyy sweet of you guys!!! <3>

CNY EVE (CU XI)
umm. had tuan yuan fan reunion dinner with my family at night.. first time my ahma cooked it with minimal help frm the maid since our new maid is not as good as the old one :( sorta miss my old maid.. reallyyy.. she's been with us for almost 10 years and pretty much grew u with her. hope she's okay :D cant wait for CNY..actually feeling qquite excited for all the visiting and CNY FOOD.. haha.. soundig like a pig..but that's oaky. who doens't like to eat anyway/?? :D

CNY day 1 and 2
went visiting to all my relatives house.. GONG XI FA CAI. XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!!spoke to my uncle and his famiy in texas via skype.. it ws cooll.. :D first time having a new year without them physically present.. thought it'd be weird.. but guess not :) hope they'll have a good year there too!

SELF AWARENESS CAMP 4/1 2010!!!!
this was cool and a great experience! will treasure it for life. really...hmm went to FMM.. i think it's fransiscan missionaries centre.. something like that.oh you know what i just realised i'll be going to the same place for my CC4 camp too.. hahahah
umm okay so we went there.. went to the rooms (stayed on the uppermost floor with wanying.. poor amanda was downstairs with graceA on 3rd floor.. aww) then unpacked.. change in to shorts.. then went to activiy room for sessions..
atfirst it was that cold yet.. but as we went on in the day it got colder and colder and colder!!!!!!!! :( one day i[m going to freeze into an icecube.. when that happens.. thaw me out in a few year skayy.. then i see if the world has changed a bit.. like in those sci fi movies.. LOL!
played icebreakers games.. there was the zip one. where everyone ies on the floor super close together then hasve to pass a person from one end to another using only hands.. first we pased cherie.. poor her!! must have been scary for her.. then was francesca!and the funny thing was that we managed to pass francesca without really sagging.. but cherie first time attempt faile miseraly :( goes to show.. when we do stuff must not bee too confident then things may not always turn out the way ou want it too.. know what i mean? haha :) but great job tho 4/1!!!! then was lunch. YUMYUM!.. oh but since it was friday and during lent somemore.. i actually abstained from meat.. can you believe it?? ahahaha after that was afternoon sessions.. mainly a sharing sessions and got to know all my classmates waaaay better.. i'm really sorry that i judged some of you totally wrongly and that i did not care bout how some of you were feeling.. i regret because i did not know you were hurting so bad inside.. and i now realise it was selfish to do so.. and i guess it applies to all of my friends.. whether they're in my class or not. it doens't matter cos everyone has their fair share of problems and bad/good situations,.. it also links to how we handle it and the kind of friends that we have to support us thru these terrible times yeah?? :) so i shall try to be more attentive and sensitive to the needs of others.. but like everyone else.. we're al humand and humans make mistakes. learn to accept them and change the things you can and not linger over somrthing that you totally cant change... :) then was mass. with father simon! yeah! :D love it when he says mass.. cos the things actualy do make sense and even if for just a moment.you feel as if everything's alright and the world's one big happy place! :D then at night was buffet dinner. that wsa super yummy too!! one of th best food i've had at camp... so thank you thank you food comm :D at night...had night games by the games comm and bathed at night.. lights out at 11pm.. but obviously some of us slept and others talked/played games :D hehe.. guess which one i did...hahaha.. watched wanying play bridge with grace neo, kelly, rochelle and julvian.. it was cool :d but then after awhile got a little bored.. talked to ni for awhile.then she decidd to sleep.. so i was like anybody got handphone games??? then grace neo lent me her iphone or whatever thingy and i played tap tap :D till bout say 1am plus then got a bit tired lah.. so went to sleepp :DD but it was freezing cold! had to sleep in my sleeping bag on the bed.. hahaahha. was sleeeping just under the air con unit.. mayb that's why.. haha
next morning.. woke up.. made my own bed (BY MYSELF!) then went to eat breakfast.. then had more activities including class banner and class photo.. shall go upload on facebook.. go there and seee kayy (: overall i enjoyed myself.. and gooo 4/1! hope the spirit wil remain this high even when we go back to class...
if you wanna go fast go alone.. if you wanna go far go together!!! :)

THINKING DAY 2010!
rushed down to indoor stadium for thinking day after SA camp.. took taxi with amanda. :D oh yeah.. still owe her $$ hmm.. first time receiving PNA award in a loong time.. even tho it's only bronze award this time.. CONGRATS and thanks so much to PLC 08/09 and PLC 09/10 :) love you guys and your effort is really really commendable!!! of course withe help of our dearest YA and guiders.. hopefully more golds and shiny plates will be coming our way : go HIJ 1st COY :DD
went home to K.O... was tired lahhh

hmm.. that's about all the major evernts that happened in the past month,, guess something to look forward to would be mockingbird play this saturday?? :) yeah!
now i shall go back to writing my essay!
love ya loads!!!! :D

just say yes--snow patrol
baby- justin bieber
tik tok-ke$ha

why are all the songs now so funny?? haha

2010-01-23T04:17:00.000-08:00

yo peeps :DD
okay umm shall try to blog weekly.. would be sorta a better solution to my empty blog right?/ haha..but like i said waaaayyy earlier hardly anyone comes here anyway :D hehe but it's okay. i shall just blog anyway, cos it's like talking to someone just that she/he wouldn't get tired of listening to me babble on and on and on and besides can practice my typing skills.. hahaha
okay enough crappin.g
this week was like the week that everyone's angry at something/sombody :( seriously lorh.
why why aiyoooo... i guesss it's hard to kinda be a stable and balanced person at this point in time. but we should all try right? and cant take outyour anger at innocent people lorh :p hmm mainly mass prac this week and i passed my first chem test of 2010!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPPEEEE :D miss the times when we were so satisfied with simple achievements. like even if it was spelling your name correctly or getting someone to smile back atyou (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELYN!! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIA!! :D
hmm.. today was the learning fiesta inter unit thingy qith queensway guides and clementi town guides and cancer survivors from CCF.. it was cool lah :D something totally different from what i thought it'd be..
we had 3 stations..
clay sculpting (IJ)
friendship bands (clementi town)
keychain making (queensway)
quite cool lah. cos i learnt new stuff that i totally never thought of.. ahaha and made new friends :D yeah! :) *kaili when are the pics going to be up?thankyou*
hmm then came home and had chinese tuition...then went for evening masss.
cant believe got like 4 tests plus phy o lvl spa next week!!!!!!!!!!! somebody help!! dont feel prepared for o lvl stuff at all! :( hope it'll be oaky. but then everyone and i mean everyone seems so pro and keep talking bout THE FUTURE and all that. why cant we just live in the present for awhile?? awww..
hmm writing my guides reflection thingy now and shall hit the books soooonnn :D

i'm yours-jason mraz!

2010-01-11T06:11:00.000-08:00

first post in 2010!!!!!!!!!!
helllllllllllooooooooooooo 2010! i'll really miss you 2009...
so many good and bad things happened to me last year but i'm erally really grateful for EVERYTHING! every single thing!!! :DD
i would do one of those lists where you write down all the lovely people you want to thank and all..
hmm let's seeeeee..
umm umm
kai: thanks so much for being well --you!! without you ther to heep me grounded.. i'd prob be flying off the wall.. and thannks for withstanding my nonsense
chien: thanks so much for... being friend-lier to me and being sooooooo funny! ad filling my 2009 with loads of laughs!! :D
swee: thanks so much for being the happy go lucky and ever so interesting person that you are :D your stories and interesting random facts never failed to make me see stuff in a different life... it's a good thing!
umm umm
amanda ng: thanks so much for being one of my closest friends in 3/1 2009! and for helping me with al my rubbish and the thousand and one things that i cannot seem to understand! and thanks for being so hyper and perking me up at times :DD
wanying: thanks sooooooo much for withstanding all my nonsense and slow-ness esp when you're explaning stuff to me... and for being such a sweet girll. awww.. i know you'd probably not agree.. but that's how it is to me :D
PLC08/09: thank you so much seniors!!!!!!!!! i'm really really really really gonna miss you guys loads..and am super grateful for the chances you gave me and the sorta friendship that we have :)
PLC 09/10: thanks so so so so very very very much for making guides waaaaaaaaayyyyyy more fun then it is!! :D being with you guys really makes me go high.. well most of the time and really appreciate you guys being there always :)
all my friends from anywhere and everywhere: so super sorry you guys fall into this cateegory :( i really treasure you guys in your special unique way and will never forget what you've done for/with me :D even if it's just a smile or wave in the corridor.. an unuual letter, an unexpected birtdhday msg...a sweeet sms when i'm feeling down.. love y'all!!!
thank you so much 2009! it's been great knowing you..

welcome 2010!!! let's make this one of the best years ever.. i HOPE!! :D
hm let's see..
survived the first week back at school..
could totally feel the pressur like every teacher telling us that we're now sec4 and shd be working hard and diligently and all :( not that i dont want to.. but it's just so difficult at times you know ... but we must PERSIST!! :D when life hands you lemons, squeeze them and make lemonade!!! :) yeaH!!!!

orientation campfire was the BOMB!!!! :D it was so totally awesome!! nothing more to say bout it :D it being the first campfire that we organised... i guess it went quite well despite the rain and all that :) and THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL GUIDES WHO HELPED OUT! couldn't have done it without you.
thank you qarissa for coming by extra early to help
thank you PLC for being so organized and pullint everything tgt!
thank you god for not letting it rain! and letting everyone have an enjoyable night!
okayokay
today's o levels results for 2009 sec4s... they did super well!!! CONGRATS GUYS :D you guys are AWESOME!! :D which means we got bigger shoes to fill next year... awwww.
oh and congrats to all highher mother tongue girls who got back their results.. seee. you guys did okay! in fact you were great! :D i knew you could do it :) hahahahahaha
okay.. which reminds me.. back to my homework!! cya another day! :D

i gotta feeling --B.E.P

2009-12-28T08:21:00.000-08:00

heyy :)
belated... merry christmas and happy boxing day!!!
hope you guys had an awesome christmas and enjoyed yourselves.. hahaha
cant believe it's the end of the holidays.. soon!! bet almost everyone's like chionging out their homework now.. haha..
just like me! :DD but that's a ba bad thing :( always want to stop doing that but never really managed to do that.. haha
anyway.. this song's awesome.. go listen to it sometime..
more another day i guess

breaking benjamin-- give me a sign

2009-12-19T00:18:00.000-08:00

heyy :DD
back to post again i hope.. hmm okay i know i really really haven't been here in awhile.. hmm but lotsa lotsa stuff has been happening this hols. really feel like i learnt a lot and had many GREAT experiences! :DD
hmm let's see... there was my birthday and birthday celebration (Thanks soooooooooooo much guys.. you really are the best!)
then there was chiang rai trip i think,, photos on facebook :) (love love loved it! and really an eye opener..enjoyed every single moment of it and esp spending time with the people there and those who went on te trip too! )
hmm then there was guides bonding camp! :DD
sec4 farewell :( really going to miss the seniors.. aww.. come back soon yeaah :)
council camp
council farewell :( same.. going to miss them loads too! so FUN and CRAZY and SERIOUS at the same time! :DD
hmm then there was the usual holiday stuff.. guides... homework :( umm umm going out..
oh!!
sweeying's birthday celebration! :DD
watched quite a lot of movies (for me anyway) so far..
christmas carol
call of the wild
fantastic mr fox
NEW MOON! :D
all of them were great!!! :) dont you just love movies...

okay.. opened up my mail today.. and saw... CHRISTMAS CARDS!
haven't had that feeling in awhile. you know the one where you actually got some snail mail which isn't bills... haha :) thanks for the cards guys.. i shall send some back and "recoonnect" with people i haven't really talked to in awhile.. remember when we were younger and when we received simple notes, letters or snail mail that contained maybe a few lines.. but the fact that it was written by someone that cared bout you made you feel like.. i dunno how to say but it's an awesome feeling and yeah. really miss it.. what with the technological communication and all.. just once i kinda wished that things could go back to how they were before.. not that i dont like technology and all... :) i mean where would we be without our computer.. handphone.. music player.. not to mention TV and radio :DD but a little written lettes never hurt anyone :) haha!
hmm.. that's all for now i guesss. will be back soon i hope! :D

2009-11-06T04:36:00.000-08:00

heyy!!! :)) okay! shall begin typing what will probably be the longest post of my blog.. hahahahaa
hmm where to begin? let's start with last day of school..
it was kinda happy and sad at the same time.. cos like only half the class was there and we didn't really get to say bye to most of our friends esp those who won't even be here in singapore for the next few months :(
bittersweet bout results mann.. i got almost every grade... and i guess that about sums it up.. i know i should be contented.. actually i am for some of them.. like my Amaths... hahahaha! i'm SOOOOOOOOO GLAD there were many people to help me along the way.. if not for them i'd probably be like dying at that area and totally regretting...so thank you thank you thank you guys!!! :) hmm wish i could have done better.. i knw now's the holidays and i should be chiong-ing and all.. but i just cant seem to get started and all... :( sooooo lazy... mayb i should go look at my report book again.. sure can get started :p
but everyone around me worked sooooooo hard and some got their desired results.. while others.. let's just say i was shocked *sorry* i mean... must it really take such a big blow for me to realise that such things can happen and it may happen to the most unexpected of people... so cannot complain and must must work harder i guess! :) my sister did okay lah.. i think.. for her anyway... for once in her life she get to feel what it's like to be near the top of the class... happy for her mann :))
hmm after that... THE FIRST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS! YEAH!!!!!!! :D
had CC3 confirmation camp on monday and tuesday... it was such an AWESOME way to start off the holidays.. it was really one of the best camps o ever went too :) and the first one that actually made me cry! :O
hmm.. we went to st theresa's retreat centre... near ij kellock i think.. started the first day by playing some games... and we were kinda playing captain's ball.. and obviously it was guy-dominated.. cos they were like the only ones who touched the ball and ran around after it.. haha! :) then was LUNCH! :D yum yum.. hmm i think after that we went to the colombarium.. that's the place where all the ashes of the people who have passed on are kept.. they have a pretty and big colombarium there.... never been to one before so i didn't know how'd it be like.. it was..an experience.. happy and sad at the same time again.. saw children who died as young as a few months old! so sad.. made me think how fragile life really is.. it can be gone just like that *snap fingers* and then there were those that had whole families that were RIP-ing together.. so sweettt... and there was this young boy who died quite long ago but i saw his parents still go visit him there.. very touching... and it was sorta significant too.. cos that day was ALL SOULS DAy (2Nov) then we went back to the ahll and they started asking us like how we felt and what would we want people to remember us for when we die and what would we do if told we only had 3 months to live..and it was thinking time... really made me stop and think about these questions for real... cos i ever thought bout "death" before.. but never as seriously as this.. and i'm glad i did cos i actually managed to answer some questions for myself :) okay... i think i';m babbling.. sorry bout that...
hmm can't quite remember what happened after that.. i think we had some praise and worhsip songs.. OH! did i tell you. ms sherlyn khong.. my teacher who taught me in p2 and who came to brief us bout chiang rai mission trip a few days ago came for our camp! so good to see her again.. it was like soooo long never see her then all of a sudden she reappear in my life.. *is this telling me somth???* haha! :)
then we had to wear a blank shirt and we were blindfolded.. then led to a room and somebody would come in but he/she can see you but you cant see him/her and then the facil would ask like if this person (meaning me) hurt you or did hurtful things to people then he/she can take paint and smear on the back of the shirt i was wearing... this happened for everybody.. and then you yourself can take paint and smear the shirt front if you think you ever hurt anybody... which i guess everybody obviously did before.. so in the end everybody got painted shirts.. very symbolic.. cos it made me realise (again.. hmm why this camp make me realise so many things) mad me realise that i should be careful with what i do and cannot just anyhow say/do things.. cos i may unknowingly hurt people.. oh which reminds me.. i sincerely apologise to you.. yes you.. if i'e ever hurt you before :)
then was dinner and some sharing stuff and then had confession with priest...and i think was zzz time...
the girls can sleep in beds leh.. but the guys had to sleep altogether in this room with only mattress on the floor.. actually.. felt quite bad for tthe guys... i mean so what if they're guys..and we're girls.. it's like such a big difference.. guys sleep floor girls sleep bed.......
then they said next morning can wake up at 8am but they started banging on our doors at 530am!!! saying we had to go for morning mass with the sisters at the chapel nearby... we were shocked mann.. nobody in the world expected that! haha.. the sisters were soooo cool :) and they wake up so early just to have mass everyday.. super admirable mann :D after that had brakfast.. but very few people were hungry... most were just quite pissed that they had to get up so early...and they show attitude :( then got a sorta scolding session which soon became like a confrontation.. and individual people were picked out.. and sorta questioned bout their faith and real attitude towards church and god and all...super scary!!! but in a way it was good cos it really made the fact that we had very few months left to our confirmation sink in... we would be confirmed soon next year but were we really ready for it.. so now.. i shall try to be a better catholic :) and make a conscious effort to know more bout god :)
hmm..then was lunch and sorta silent adoration in front of the cross.. the whole room was dark but got candle light and everybody was like concentrating and all.. super cool!! :) then i think it was dinner and clean up and we had to go home..
reached back at church around 9 plus i think.. went home bathed and had to on the com to chek up on guides stufff.. cos had to go school early in the morn for guides on wed! hahahaha
guides on wed... hmm did profi badges stuff and prepared for sec4farewell.. sang the dedi song.. so awesome! didn't know the guides could sing that well.. well some of them anywy... it feels so different and weird to not be there and be the one singing but instead i'm in front controlling the music player.. it feels different you know... *mixed feelings*
thursday.. didn't really do much.. i think just sat at home and finished up watching this drama series and helped my dad cut bamboo to use as a bamboo pole to hang clothes! you wouldn't believe how dangerous a seemingly harmless bamboo cn be... it has like tiny hairs which will fall off and sitck to you... and it's damn hard to remove and super pain if you go press.. and it's so small that it's so hard to remove.. had a hard time taking it out of my hand and helping my dad to do it.. cos he rub against the plant and it got stuck at places he can reach :P so ma fan right... so lesson learnt.. dont go cut bamboo pole without wearing shoulder-length-gloveS! :D
tehn friday.. today! :) one more day to my birthday!! :) haha... just realised i got my first birthday present on the last week of school.. given by ashley... then had my first birthday wish by someone special who thought my birthday was last week..but then i was like no it's one more week and he/she was like paiseh.. haha! :) but it's okay.. a wish's a wish right..haha.. then had 2 more wishes by amanda and nat tong b4 they went for their PL camp which is from 6-8nov so they cant wish me on the actual day.. so sweet right.. haha
so anyway.. thank you to these people! you guys are so awesome! :D
had sorta birthday lunch with family at.. you guessed it. swensons! had my yummy ice cream.. and then walked around thomson plaza a while.. went home. bathed.. read my book.. fell asleep.. woke up and realised i had to go for evening mass with church friends! hurry change and went there.. my first weekday evening mass.. it was cool! umm it was held in the chapel and i haven't been there since the church was renovating.. it was so pretttyyyy! :) then went for dinner. but couldn't really eat due to eating so much during lunch.. haha! :D then here i am blogging till my fingers ache from typing... shall probably stop now...

hmm..go listen to his song! it's pretty awesome :)
time of my life- david cook!!!

2009-10-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

been wanting to blog for such a long time.. and when i'm finally at this posting page.. i realised that i dont exactly have the time to go type out my long story.. so i shall leave it to another day! :) sorry cos it's like i wanted to blog that day after exams but then i was totally celebrating and sorta lah.. then the next few days was kinda havoc cos had so much happening at the same time.. then there was results.. and it was well .... to me lah.. TERRIBLE>. so didn't really feel like typing out.. but i will do it soon no worrries :)
xoxo.. i'll be back soon/... in the meantime.. dont miss me too much kayy (: haha!

2009-09-26T04:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO! :D okay umm so much happened in the past week and since the last time i was here but anyway... i was supposed to write this here on 24 september but yeahh.. didn't get to go on the com so i shall write it now though it's a little late.. sorry! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI LI! :D hmmm how'd you like the sorta surprise we planned for you??? pssttt we decorated/teepeed her table with pictures and stuff and it had to ramin there for the whold day :D and then when that was supposed to be our "only" birthday present to her but then after school then we'd go over to her house with a cake and celebratE! hahahaha! but she guesssed in the end what we were going to do so didn't really get her offguard.. oh wells..but at least she enjoyed herself :DD hmm ooh and the cards that you guys wrote for her.. yeah dont worry they reached her in the combined present we gave kai.. and she LOVED it :) YAY! :D hard work paid off.... oh and i realised i cant plan surprose parties cos then i'd let the thing out one way or another leh..
:( hehe..
hmm today.. went to school soooooooooo early to have guides planning meeting... plan for ALL the stuff that's going to be happeneing after exams and during hols :)) it should be fun lah! oh which reminds me i need to go look for something online later.. remind me ah...
hmm exams coming...grrrrrrrrrrr WHY oh WHY are they here soo soon.. or should say WHY do we even need exams.. i mean like i like learning and all.. but exams... they're just well.. a little ummm... kinda spoil the fun of learning you know? i mean we should learn something cos we want to and not cos we have to pass some exam or someth.. or at least that's the situation now.. so cant complain lah...just do the best we can i guess :)
hmm okay.. if i'm not back soon to blog again.. i guess you'd know the reason why.. so until next time guys :)

2009-09-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

heyy :D nothing much to write today leh... hmm went home early today.. no more guides for awhile... haha...
then went home and bathed and ate lunch and slept!!!! ofor like 3hours plus i think.. then it sorta rained while i was sleeping so it was so shuang lorh :) haha! dont you just love sleeping when it rains.. it's like so cooling esp since nowadays is like super HOT! :D
joey's birthday today.. and i know i haven't been doing this for a looooooong time and sorry to those people who i forgot to put your name up here for birthday "message" but
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY :) thanks for being so awesome and keep on being you! :) oh and good luck for exams.. HAHAHAHA
hmm okay. i dont think i should be here.. back to checking mails then homework!!! :O

forever young
Lets dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait were only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We dont have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The musics for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders were getting in tune
The musics played by the madmen

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why dont they stay young

Its so hard to get old without a cause
I dont want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever
later gator! :)

2009-09-15T00:22:00.000-07:00

okay! back to blog bout my holidays-break-study time...
hmm on monday... was the lpi workshop thingy.. i think i already blogged a little bout that so i shall not bore everyone by repeating myself :)
tuesday... was also the lpi thing gut it was the second and last day.. i guess tuesday's session was better for me in a way cos i feel that i kinda learnt more lah.. my opinion that is... and yeah.. it was real touching.. and (thanks to those who came talk to me.. esp eunice chan for giving me your ribbon :D and chien, swee and amanda for being such awesome ppl and saying those stuff to me tho it made my fountain start and never stop till like one hour later) thanks so much guys,, you really made me realise more bout me than i knew about and i shall try to be even better and yeah. hopefully.... ........ then after that rather emo session was sorta like three legged football... was with saira and averil.. they were so funny lorh.. then cos we had to tie our legs together so it was kinda hard to coordinate and walk tgt at a fast speed.... so everyone was practically limping about and all.. except for th crazy-ly fast ppl and they could walk so well together.. lucky for them lorh.... but this was one of th most fun stuff throughout the course :D learnt lots from here too lorh.. it just proves the theory that ppl learn faster thru practical and not thru memorising or blah blah.. stuff like that :)
wednesday... woke up so early to accompany the guides down to st john's headquarters for their first aid course.. met kai, joycelyn, amanda and nat tong at tpy macs for breakfast! YUM! :D tho i didn't really eat bf can... was hungry but BROKE too.. so yeah.. poor me i guess.. then helped joycelyn fix her monnkey to her bag... so diffficult can.. the ksyring was so stiff and i didn't really have nails... -.- hmm then off to st john's...reached there and realised we were one hour early or something?? OH and the hall there so freaky.. and old can.... never really thought such places would still exist in singapore :) but it was there and even got a plaque saying when it was built.. 1960something i think..... we didn't wanna stay in that stuffy hall for dunno how many hours so we went to th mall opposite which had a SUBWAY! and we sat there and did homework and guides stuff like guai ppl.... well... except till we started laughing and losing concentration.. so we laughed really loudy i think :P but lucky th subway ppl never come and scold us...subway was like super cold lorh!!!!!!! i was going to freeze into ice cube already..... :p joycelyn's friend-s were there too...and after lunch at PIZZA HUT! they played ccards while we did our hw AGAIN>< color="#c0c0c0">sleepover :) and sorta homework.. cos i was like dying with it all and needed kai to help me.. i think... though we mainly only did eng oral i think :D ate YUMMY dinner at the kopitiam downstairs her house there and i wanted to eat my old chang kee curry puff but decided not to cos the walk there was super longgggggggg..
then went back and attempted to do more work... ending up doing till LATE (sorry kai) thenn went to sleepp..... talked till 2am actuallyyy.. THEN was zzzzz time...
next morn woke up at i think 7am but i delay till dunno what time also and in the end nearly late.. haha! :) same thing.. brought them down... went st jonh's... but ate breakfast at SUBWAY! yeah! so long never eat subway already...... :D hmm then met estelle there and did hw again... everyone was like cracking their brains out over chem and maths can... toopid homework... i so need a tutor or something... mayb for the coming meals i should make my texxtbooks and notes into soup and go drink them! :) hahahahahahhah
friday.. went out with kai, swee and chien.. awesome time! :D and so fun walking up that ulu ulu hill there... ate dinner at some mall in choa chu kang...then went home and had to eat dinner again.. cos i wasn't really supposed to eat dinner out... hmm ANYWAY...
saturday.. nothing much... had chinese tuition in the morn and then went to church in th evening...had to walk there since it was so near my house.. went holy spirit.. not my darling Christ the king.... aiya.. actually holy spirit not that bad.. jsut tt i prefer CTK better! oh did i blog bout youth rally yet??i think i didn't right??? okay.. it was super FUN and i'm glad i went for it...had praise and worship and got to know more bout my cat class friends :) and of course more bout god ((:
sunday!!!! cat class in the morn and then went ION ORCHARD to eat!!!!! and half celebrate my dad's wbirthday which was during th sept hols... ate ice cream buffet... never seen so much ice cream in my life mannn... haha! so much ice cream at one place rather..oh and neraly got lost in ION again... that mall ah... so confusing :s not for dumb dumb people like me who cannot remember which way is in and outt... haha!
monday... couldn't believer school started so fast already.. one week break like not enough like that.. so began term 4 and th start of supposed intense revision and exam prep!!! talking bout exams :( aiya.. dunno what to say lah.. it's like once agin that time of th year and everyon's studying like mad.... dunno if i'll be able to catch up leh... sure hope so :) okay but no matter what musn't give up JIAYOU!; we can all do it.. haha!
monday was also english oral!!!!! OMG! i was like th first person cos i had to timekeepp.... so freaky lorh.... never been first in my life for oral cos i'm usually last cos of my surname/reg number.... so yeah it wsa rather a new/nerve wracking experience.... hope i didn't screw my orals... i know my conversation was rubbish...
... shall not write bout it here... you guys read already will get bored one.. :) then today... notihing much... i just realised that it's 20plus days more to exams!!!! cant believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i'm gonna start freaking out soon i think... aww man but looking forward to th days after tt.. tho we may not entirely have a HOLIDAY>. at least it's sorta a break from schoolll.... SORTA lah :) kayy.. gotta go back to the MOLE and ATOMS and IONS and MOLECULES thingy which i do not understand.. anyone wanna help me??? help would be very appreciated.... :) hehe... going to go for remedial for all th subjects mann.. but i dont mind lah... hopefully it'll clear the fog that constantly blowing around in my head :D okay.. think that's all for now...
some song lyrics kayy?? :D
aiyo.. why WHY cant blogger copy and paste stuff.. okay... hmm go listen
- i can wait forever- simple plan

i know i feel like forever, but that's just the price i have to pay...

2009-09-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

heyy :)
hmm.. one week of septembet holidays just flew past like that! can you believe it???? :O school's going to start tmr and it's back to the hectic life and blah blah.. exams in one month some more!!!!!!!!1 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hmm so many things happened this past week leh.. monday and tuesday was LPI and boy was it different from any other leadership workshop thigny i ever went for :) and that's a good thing-- it think...
then wednesday and thursday was first aid course with the other PLs and to accompany our guides...... it was fun lah i guess :D esp when we went all high and started laughing so loudly... aiyo....
then friday...stayed home for the morning to chiong my homework.. though didn't really finish much of it :( then went out with the clique in the afternoon :) awesome! excpet that the journeyy was like one hour plus long and i kept getting scared cos they were like talking bout ah piao! hmm but anyway.. went there and realised it was totally different from what i thought it would be.. oh well..
more on all these stuff tmr i guess.. need go sleep now..
byeeeeee :D
miss all those times we shared...

2009-09-07T04:49:00.000-07:00

heyy! so superly long time since i last came on.. so sorry... i know i always seem to promise to update.. but yeah i never seem to.. soorry!!! so now i shall not promise but i'll try my best.. oh and yeah since few people come here anyway (:

ummm... so many things happened since i last came here like what?? 2 months ago or something? i lazy to update leh.. but umm i guess the most of it should be student leaders invest :D and teachers day :D and dying from all the homework and failing so many many many tests! mann when will it ever end?

hmm today.. was the lpi thingy... it was quite fun lah i guess :D

i learnt that... if we want something we have to have a VISION! and wholeheartedly put in your ultimate best to achieve it! so now.. this shall be my goal.. to try and try and try and... well you get the idea.. try till i succedd!! :D but then again whether i do is another thing in itself (: hahahahahha! but no harm trying right? what doesn;'t kill you will make you stronger! YEAH!

okay.. some random pictures...saw them on my way back home on teachers day celebration last week or something! those aere the kittens and the mother cat was like staring at me all the while i was trying to take picture.. like "dont harm my darling kittens!" :P but they were too cute! i couldn' t resist lah... (:

if at first you don't succeed, try TRY again! (:

2009-08-07T00:39:00.000-07:00

hello :DD
just saw this somewhere and i think it's soooooo true!!! :)) this shall be my sorta motto for now.. (:

the six most important words: i admit i made a mistake.
the five most important words: you did a good job
the four most important words: what is your opinion?
the three most important words: i love you
the two most important words: thank you!
the one most important word: we
the least most important word: i

hahaaha! okay.. um first of all.. congrats to clara, sarah, shi pei, joan, saira, sabrina and mailyn!!! (: and to kai li, joycelyn, cheryl, amanda, natalie and nia!!! :) you guys are awesome and you really deserve it!! (: work hard an play hard and umm enjoy yourselves while at it too.. haha
hmmmm.. today we had national day celebration in school and we did ndp marching as usual... with xiu li saying commands and kai saying some too! i'm really sorry, but it's okay.. realllyyy (:
after marching and morning assembly.. went to that hall for mass and ndp concert.. it was awesome! choir was sec5s and they were great! (: then concert was hosted by estelle, clara and sabrina! (: they were so funny.. it was hosting a "dont forget the lyrics "--for natinal day songs style.. so funny! (: yupp..
so looking forward to the natinal day weekend break! it will be very welcome for all of us i'm sure..parents, students and teachers alike! hahahaha.. okay i have to go off now to eat dunch/linner (no i didn't spell wrongly)... with the person who sends me to school every morning and is now migrating.. i'll miss her and her daughter toooooooooo... :)

love you more than words can say! :)

2009-08-02T04:50:00.001-07:00

BOO! :D so says my junior when she sms-es me for no reason (: hahaha!
hmm okay.. today.. woke up quite late.. then read the newspapers and ate breakfast.. roti pratA!! YUMMY!! :D hmm did you ever reallise the section "reflect" is quite nice to read? go try reading if you havent..haha
then went for catechism class.. it was umm.. quite the usual class. but we were playing some gamre about who to save on a sinking ship if you had a limited number of life jackets..then they were talking about human and what does it mean to be human.. as in cos we were created in the image of god and just because we are poorer or less beautiful or.. slightly disadvantaged in any way does it mean we are less deserving to be "saved" in this case of the sinking ship.. it really got me thinking (:
HUMAN.. what does it really mean to be a human.. what sets us apart from animals or no living things.. cos sometimes..i really think that even a simple rock is better than some of the people here on earth.. no offence intended..hmm yeah..
moral values too... some people have it,. some dont and then there are some who have it but choose to ignore it.. why? cos they want to fit in to the crowd tht they are in i guess.. (:
hmm then after cat class..went home and eat-sleep-do-homework.. the usual stuff..
realised that my paretns went to eat beef kway teow without me :( sad! sooooooooo long since i last ate it... really miss it... but at least they said will probbly buy back for us to eat or something :D yay!
later goit MAD ABOUT ENGLISH on OKTO channel.. hope i can watch though it shows soooo late at night..
hmm yeah.. guess that's all for today!

fantastic freedom!

2009-07-31T04:26:00.000-07:00

new post!!! :DD
okay i know i haven't posted for a looooooong time and i always begin my posts like this.. but... yeah.. i really wish i could post more often like everyday.. okay. must try to make it a point.. even if it's a small update..
first things first.. umm if you want me to talk about THAT then sorry to disappoint but i won't okay. mayb i will sometime later when all this's blown over.. but now.. umm nope :)
errr umm.. FINALLY finished the three-tests-in-a-row thingy this week!
a. maths was like.. OMG can.. but then at the last minute i found out how to do the question and i even got it correct! YAY! :D and nope kai li, your prediction was wrong cos i ddn't lose 5 marks for the a math test! hahahahahaahah. physics and ss?? i'm so going to fail :( cos did so many wrong for them...SIGH! teachers are all going to come after me.. HOW??!! but at least it's over and umm yeah. kinda got used to the fact that we're finally back in school. sorry lah. i took a long time to get over the supposed holiday blues/people not being in class so it appeared like holidays feeling! :) hahhaha
umm oh then today finally had assembly.. for the secs at least and it was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! it was about FILM and ROYSTON TAN and LIU LING LING came to our school to talk to us! :D okay so i may sound childish but it's the first time i kinda saw a celebrity "up close".. haha! they were so cool and totally not what i "stereotyped" them to be! haha :) and then he showed us his two films and it was COOL too! :)) wish more of our school assemblies coild be like that.. oh which reminds me.. THANK YOU to whoever invited them to our school :) it was reeaaally great..
erms.. then stayed back for psl session.. few people came but at least it was something! :) jiayou 1/7! :D you guys are really great toooo! it was soo cool to see that they've sorta adapted to the school system and are not the slightly quiet people that i met on their first day of schoolll...cant imagine how we all were like when we were in sec1.. suddenly i feel so old you know???
hmm yeah.. guess that's about it for today.. sorry but i lazy to update bout the previous weeks posts.. ttyl! :)

it's so hard to accept and up till now i'm still reeling... it's not what you think it is.. i jsut couldn't stop myself..sorry but thanks for sharing.. if you ever come by to my blog and happen to read this post..umm reaaallly glad that you're still managing to pull yourself through and try agin and again and again! :)

2009-06-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

shall post pics from my phone :)

ice cream! from udders.. from a loooong time ago when i went out with chien, swee and kai one day (:

scribblings on the board there (:

that's swee and chien playing video games in toys r us
hahahahahah:) they look so "at home" right??

me and my sis at swenson's .. awesome ice cream! :D
ceiling of wheelock place at night!! sooooooo cool!! :)

presents for sec1 enrolment that kai came my house to do :) sooo pretty right?? haha
at st gab's campfire.. attempting to camwhore but not quite making it.. Oops (:

me and han yi! :)

si ying :)

charissa and han yi! :)
me and kai li! :)

kai.. why don't you want to be seen??? :D

more pics next time!!

xoxo crazy for you

2009-06-29T07:32:00.001-07:00

FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL AFTER ONE MONTH HOLIDAY!
whoa.. it feels weird.and at the same time relieving :)
hmm went to school today--didn't get qiarantined unlike my partner :(( and half of 3/2.. but we still had lessons anyway although monday's like one of the nicer and slack-er days.. haha :D
hmm first period of the day>> CE.. but we didn't have it.. it was all admin work and stuff.. boring lah.. but better then lessons.. so heeehee :)
then was english!!! we didn't continue the movie!!!!!!!!!! :( sad.. instead we did some oral thingy.. OHNO!! have oral for english!!! mann.. i think i'm horrible at that... cant crap really well.. but must do your best lah. like they always say.. try even if you're horrible.. cos then at least you'll know you've tried :D
hmm then was recess..
kai li said PE have to run 11 rounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
i am so going to die.. it's like the first pe lesson after the hols and run so much :( okay i know i sound spoilt and super unfit.. but yeahh.. just the shock and "unfairness" of it all.. hahahaha :)
then saw sarah toh.. and i said she look like got 2 black eyes.. i mean she really did look like that lorh.. no offence.. haha.. she said it's cos she didn't slepp well :D oooooooooookaaayyyy
then was geog>> free period. but ms yip didn't come to teach them anyway.. so yeahh
then was chem.. hmm nothing to say about that.
just that i finally understood a little of what she was saying the first time she said it!! HAHAHHA
then was chinese.. lao shi had to leave for one period so didn't realy do much either..
see why i like mondays now??? :D unlike tmr.. it'll be horrible cos got like lotsa crazy subjects. incldg 2 math!!!!!!!!!! HELPPPPPPP
hmm. i miss my partner.. why'd she have to get quarantine..
blogging now while waiting for the ss project to be finished.. finally we'll be done with it! :D
told wan ying to read my blog.. dunno if she's here yet...oh well.
maybe i shall post some pictures while waiting... :D

2009-06-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS SOOOOOOO FUN! :DDDDDD
haha!
met around 11am for lunch with kai li, swee ying, chien we, amanda and wan ying..
we went to SWENSONS.. but noene of us really felt like eating.. so we ordered two meals and shared.. plus we had ice cream from chien's voucher..YUM!:)
then we took bus 31 to EAST COAST BEACH for cycling!! and roller blading!!!!! :))
reached there after a suuuuuper long bus ride.. where most of us were listening to music..wanted to talk lorh.. but some people dont wanna talk to me. hmph :p
haha
then we reached the beach.. went to rent bicycles and roller blades. at first i wanted to learn cycling.. but then.. i decided i wanted to try roller blading cos i saw amanda roller blading quite happily..
BIG mistake!! :) haha.
when i went to rent.. couldn't even come out of the shop without falling!! then the shop owner/guide had to help me down the slope to the main path. but still kept falling down!! so PAISEH!!! but thanks for helping me mr shop person :) i think he thought i was so dumb or rather silly. dont even know how to skate but want to spend $$ and rent.. but i guess everybody has to start learning somewhere right?
so i finally went down the slope and got onto the road/path.. started skating. but REALLY NEEDED HELP! so kai had to help me. and when i was falling or going to fall.. cos couldnt balance., LUCKILY she was there to help me.. or i'd be so injured that i cant even blog now. haha! thanks kai! <3>
meanwhile, wan ying was teaching chien and swee how to cycle.. and amanda was happily skating in front of me.. she said she didn't skate since around sec1 but she seeemed fine to me.. hmm or atleast waaaaaaaaaay better than me.. i was like squealing and screaming the whole way cos of the whold imbalance thingy.. i think everyone who went pass me thought i was some loony or something :O
hmm then wan ying taught kai and chien came to my rescue.. she said she didn't really mind but i think she did.. was squealing in her ear i think.. sorry!!! but in the end i managed to skate a little by myself.. though i kept falling towards the end and chien had a hard time pulling me up..oops! :) but thanks chien too! and thanks amanda and swee and wan for listeneing to my horrible screechings.. hahahahaha
but all in all.. it was an AWESOME TIME i had today...
THANKS SO MUCH GUYS! :))
then around 4 plus we returned the bikes and skates and went to play in the beach/sea for a while. took some pictures.. with chien's phone that she was scared of dropping into the sea water..i think it'll be on FB :) go see!! haha
then we had to go home.. was freezing on the bus cos it was soooooooooo cold. haha. maybe i was just cold blooded.. plus my nose was leaking again.. SIGH! :(
then went to eat apple pie with kai in macs. then it was HOME SWEET HOME to BATHE off all the sand and sweat.. ahahahahahaha
and now.. blgging and trying to do my ss thingy at the same time. better get back to it!
mann cant believe school starts in a FEW DAYS! HELP! SOMEBODY!!!!!!
dont really wanna go back, yet i want to .. cos will see all my friends :D

till next time! xoxo :)

2009-06-20T01:17:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK! AND hopefully BETTER THAN EVER! ;)
whoohoo! :D
super update time!!! hope you won't get bored reading all my nonsense.. but i don't think you'll be bored cos i'm so interesting..**wink** haha
okay..let's start with my holiday!!

14-18jun

it was super awesome!! :D went to the same place again.. genting, malaysia.. but this time was so different cos we stayed 4 nights and i met 4 people i knew from home!!!!!!! usually when i go for holidays.. i'd haardly see anyon i know except for the occasional relative or parent's friend.. but this time it was all my friends!!!
first i saw MING EN on the first day i reached and checked in to the hotel..she didn't see me then. but on the 2nd night i saw her while queueing for bumper cars...and she was like HI!! i saw your sister.... and blah blah.. she was with her brothers.. or maybe it was cousin?? then played a few rounds pf bumper car with her.. FUNNY! cos she kept screaming when she's hit and yupp.. but it was one of the most FUN! :)
then on the third night while my sister and i were queueing for this roller coaster called EURO EXPRESS.. i saw TAY YING! :D yupp my junior from one-seven...and her brother! whoa.. i thought.. so many people i knew.. then a few seconds later.. ALYSHA poppped out of nowhere.. hmm kay she came from the bumper cars there.. with her sister.. and then she saw me and went YOU! .. nice way to say hi huh..
but yeah!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! that's 3 people i already knew and met on ONE holiday trip! :)
hm then on the fourth night, i was queueing for the EURO EXPRESS again.. and guess who i saw this time.. betcha'll never guess it! ;) it was this guy from my catechism class--JEROME.. and his sister and brother and his sister happened to be my sister's cath friend too!! so wierd right???? :O but anyway we chatted a while cos the queue was SUPER LOOOOONG and yeah.. that was seriously the most people i ever met on one holiday trip!
oh and this time.. went to genting, watched TWO MOVIES!
TERMINATOR SALVATION!
and
MONSTERS vs ALIENS!
both were super COOL! and of course the prices were more reasonable than singapore.. LOL!
did some shopping there too and got a new bag :D wanted to get this big big bear i saw at one of those game booths but my sister tried to win it for me but couldn't :( but that's okay.. it was fun trying anyway! :) thanks rae =)
hmm.. the weather there was super nice.. not soooooooooooooo HOT and HUMID like singapore! it was like being in constant air con and not that cold till my fingers'd turn blue.. :p when came back from the trip.. the biggest difference was the temperature.. the minute i stepped into my house was like out of air con and into sauna or something! :D hahahaha
but i guess i'm really glad i went for this trip.. some time off to relax or something like that lah.. :D really enjoyed myself..wanna go there again leh.. maybe this time with friends?? HINT anybody?? hahaha
but seriously.. wouldn't i tbe ncie to go off on a holiday with just your friends. for once.. just to see how it feels like :D

12 jun

this was the day that we (kai,swee,chien and me) finally went for the cancer cip thingy.. it was a little annoying cos they kept cancelling the dates then uncancelling them but anyway.. we went for it today.. and it wasn't that bad :D infact i personally think it was quite FUN! :) HAHAHA.. met wan ying and julvian and dhwani and sharon and. cherie and EK.. other people doing cip too! throughout the whole selling of flowers thing, chien and swee's flowers sold out the fastest.. i wonder why *wink*
nah.. i think it's just people don't wanna buy from me?? :( but in the end i was the last to finish selling my flowers and chien VOLUNTEERED to help me sell the last one.. and she approached this group of tourists i think and she said it was for helping the children with cancer.. and one lady asked her if she was going to shave her head! haha.. and chien said NO! :D so funny lorh... then chien had to go meet her senior and the rest of us decided to go watch movie at shaw house.. but the tickets were like twice the normal price of tickets at GV so we decided to just rent a movie to watch :D
oh.. and we also met mr chan and some of the track girls who were going to watch movie.. so lucky for them.. :)
then went to bishan to rent GET SMART! and went to kai's house to watch it! it was SOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY AND COOL!!! don't mind wathcing it again.. and the script writer was awesome.. so many puns.. HAhahaha.. almost couldn't stop laughing throughout the movie! really!
then swee had to go home and kai and i had to go for st gab's campfire..so we went to toa payoh bread talk and although we were about 5 min early.. nobody was therre! except for nia and jasmine who weren't exactly at bread tlk.. then qarissa and charissa and han yi came and said they haven't eat... so ak kai to help her take attendance while they go eat.. then everyone started coming and we were off to st gab's...
but when we got off the bus.. it STARTED RAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOSH!!!>. this's the first wet campfire i went to!! we ran in the rain cos the bus stop didn't exactly stop in fonr of si gab's and we were drenched.. well most of us were.. excpet those who had umbrella.. but i think qarissa was the most wet...but then she had a towel to dry off so that was okay i guess :D it was still raining when campfire was supposed to start so we had to go to their hall.. waited and waited.. and tried to take pictures by myself.. didn't really succeed.. so um yeahh.. han yi did it instead..and kai didnt wanna take picture properly.. FINE LAH! :D then they said can go downstairs cos it stopped raining already.. YAY! so campfire began one hour late.. but i guess it tunred out well in the end.. thought we didn't win best supporting guides....
oh and their souvenir was so cool.. bet they spent lotsa $$ on it... it was kinda like a podium thingy and even had a cloth badge on it.. LOL! :D
can we please have a campfire next year for our school?? :)

8-9 jun

GUIDES CAMP!!!!!!!
hmmm...mynah only had like a few people who actually came for camp :( there was dion and brenda and wei jing and me,, then ethel came a little later.. so it was only the 5 of us out of the usual 10 of us who went for camp.. SIGHS...umm camp was TRAINING CAMP.. but all the same it was CAMP! :) sorry it's been a while since then.. can't quite remember all that happened then but i'll try to write as much as i can remember.. hmm there was desigining of patrol flag.. we wrote mynah on ours and drew a dog cos they say must ave symbol and dogs are loyal and all that :D then i think it was tent pitching.. since we had so little people. and were very inexperienced ourselves, we were the LAST ONES to finish pitching :( so paiseh.. but luckily the PLs and YA helped us with some parts and tying the shoe rack and we did it in the end :D YAY, THANK YOU! hmm i think next was SRIT and mynah went around with kingfish.. though we may not have been the best group.. i guess we jad a little FUN and learnt something from it all right>??? ;) umm after that we learnt some red cross drill thingy from the YA... then it was BATHEING TIME! :D then we got to watch MOVIE!!! >>LICENSE TO WED.. it was FUNNY! :D and kinda a nice end to a long day..
umm at night in the tent.. it was kinda roomy.. so joycelyn bunked with us cos their tent was squishy due to lotsa people..next morning had inspection and PT.. mrs tan made us run rounds round the track and after that still did a little morning exercise..hmm i think after that was breakfast and packing up if the tents. then we went out to buy some food which we needed for our outdoor cooking..and then was AGM and some senior seniors came back!!! senior seniors cos our batch doesn't even know them, i think they were seniors when the now sec4s were sec1s...
yupp.. oh.. and DION won best junior i hearD!! YAY! congratS!!! :D

i guess that's all for my updating..gotta get back to homework!!!! mann.. still haven't finished the online stuff...must get back to it.. see ya :D

2009-05-28T05:33:00.000-07:00

heyy.. here to update again! :D
hmm.. i feel like i always write the same stuff everytime i blog.. so i shall try to keep it different..
hmm starting from today.. i think it's a messy day today.. but one of those moments i guess.
umm.. i brought my new wallet to school today!! :) love it.. cos i didn't change my old wallet (which was sadly breaking) for a looooooooooong time...
so yeah. and my new wallet says: SHOO! no money inside.. or something like that! so cool right... hahahahaha
umm.. then today we watched a little of mockingbird the movie.. and it was awesome!!! but i think scout totally didnt look like what i expected her to look like and jem too!!! oh and dill's so short :( mann. i wanted to continue watching the movie.. but BUT there was no TIME! shall try to borrow the disc since ms teo said she had a copy for the school :D
then english we continued watching the indian movie.. which was totally awesome too except.. that.. WE DIDN"T FINISH WATCHING! :(
sigh.. left with 20 minutes or something...
hmm then after school we had to go to ANG MO KIO secondary's INVESTITURE!!! :D
went with chien.. and kai and swee stayed back with us for lunch... :) al of us ate curry rice.. LOL!
then we wanted to take public to AMKSS cos we didn't have money on us.. so we took train to AMK but we realised we didnt' know how to get to AMKSS so we had to ask around for direction... first we went to ask a ticket operator at AMK station.. but she wasn't really sure and said maybe can take bus 16something so we went to bus interchange and asked more people.. then we asked this AMKSS girl... and she finally gave us directions after we asked so many wrong people..
good news is we got there on time..
eventhough it was super hot and our bags were killing us.. right chien? :)then some security guard took down our particulars and we were in :)
investiture was kinda like a normal investiture i guess... except that i think our school didn't rsvp properly or something and they didn't prepare a gift for our schoool.. then we just sat there while they called IJ st nicks and IJ st josephs convent but not us. so paiseh can.. but it's okay i guess cos after the invest was over.. the ex head of their council 08 talked to us.. then he was like sorry and all that.. must be we didn't rsvp properly.. they didn't know..........
then we had a short tour by him :D so friendly lorh.. i guess other schools don't ask their EXCO to tour guests or something.. felt kinda honoured :D
hmm grades... please don't ask okay.. i think i'm kinda disappointed in myself.. cos... of something which i shall not write here.. but if you knew me you'd understand... hmm diasppointed in myself cos i think i didn't put in as much effort as everyone else in certain areas.. wish i could have done better for some i guess. but i don't wanna turn into a competitve freak-o... mean academics aren't everything.. are they?? what's the definition of the ideal person/sudene?? shouldn't t be an allrounded girl?? i mean so what if your grades are tip top but you're not high EQ or SQ... it takes pany things to make a person complete right?? but why can't you see that.. why are most people only dwelling on the side of grades and not really caring about much else...and then there are those who study so super hard but can't seem to get anywhere.. and then there will always be those who think just because they're so good they can take their success and rub it in people's faces.. not reffering to anyone okay. just ranting out here..
sigh
please don't be offended.. but anyway.. if you don't like this. you could always skip reading it :D
hmm what else should i write about??
haven't wished people birthdays for a long time right??
here goes!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PING EN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY... um anyone else?? so sorry if i missed you out :p

tomorrow's founder's day.. yay :) i think it's one of the nicest mass in IJ:) and it never hurt anyone to come to school to remember your school founder right?/ i dont get why people like to pon school for taht day eventhough you only need to come for a few hours.. not even a full school day lorh.. hm anyway...
holidays coming soon..
got sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many things to do as usual..
but above all must stay level headed and optimistic yeahh?? :D

GOOD LUCK FOR MOTHER TONGUE O LEVELS to everybody taking MT in JUNE!!!
must jia you.. i believe you can do it! :)

itfeelslikeiknowyoubutyetidon't..why..it'snotyou,it'sme...

2009-05-15T04:27:00.000-07:00

YO!!!!!
laugh at me for saying this... butttttt
exams are oficially OVER!!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
thank goodness.. althought i think i probably didn't do my best and blah balh blah... i hope it'll be okay... :)
hmm.. these few days were great!!!!!
mothers day..ate SUBWAY! :P it was awesome... my mum was like no.. dont want subway.. but then we bought for her to try.. and she LOVED it! :) see mummy... trying new stuff is good...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILLARY AND CHIN YEN! sorry it's soooo late...

went out with kai, chien and swee..on thursday *sorry couldn't stay back for class meeting..*
and we went for lunch at LONG JOHN SILVER's... this is like the first time i ate it since... i dunno primary school?? soooooo long never eat already! :D
and it was yummy!
then we went to some ice cream parlour! YUM! hmm.. then went to walk around in toys R us.. and it was like we didn't see toys before or something.. hahahahahha :)
friday, today.. went to school for GM..then stayed back to do some other stuff... oh.. and i finally remembered to bring council u for my friend to borrow.. sorry i keep on forgetting...

hmm.. south division day coming... gah.. must get started i guess... :O one more week to IJ FIESTA! and SOUTH DIV DAY! sooooooooooo soon.. why why why
AND the whole of next week is paper checking :( can i just don't come to school????? i guess paper checking's gonna be so wierd now... or maybe just different.. mmm...

i wonder who's goiung to win american idol.. it seems like the typical "showdown"... it's like the first season of SYTYCD where it was a super experienced *and good* dancer VS newbie/super good dancer too!!! the newbie won.. hmm so what'll it be now.. actually.. i don't really watch the show.. but just curious.. :)
more tommorow..

2009-04-25T00:29:00.001-07:00

heyyy...
sorry.. i just realised that hardly anyone comes and visits my blog anymore.. maybe i should make it more interesting.. hahaha... :D
hmm.. i lazy go update everything that happened til now..
so i shall just write what i remember...
hmm..
yeahh :)
yeaterday... asssembly was sooooooo cool! it was the TANG QUARTET who came down and perform for us.. they're like some string instrument group.. and it was awesome!!!!! cos i didnt know violins and viola and cello... could make such nice sounds together... :D
after school. went MACs with kai, chien and swee again...
had no money :(
had to borrow.. as usual...
i'm sorry... it's not my fault i'm always broke.. i did try a money diet.. but it's apparently not working.. :(
then i felt like eating ice cream after lunch but couldn't really do that cos had NO MONEY!! :(
then chien and swee make me jealous lah.. go buy CHOCOLATE ice cream and eat... :p
hmm today.. went to school for some math test thingy.. it was so HOT!!! ><
i was so annoyed cos it was hot and stuffy and i couldn't answer the questions and everyone else was writing like ther's no tomorrow and i was the only dumb one... who's going to fail all her subjects :(
i guess now everyone's worrying about their grades?? or rather their performances... or is it just me?? did you ever feel like you're super slow beyond curing?? and although people try to help you, you'll still never get it?? did you ever feel like everytime you fall..it becomes hardewr and harder to get up??
mann.. what can i say? :O
PERSEVERE i guess.. i mean like--if you don't try something you'll never know right?/ but it's so hard sometimes... :)
oh.. somthing for tommorow in case i cant blog again....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRISTINA!!!!! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!!!!! <3
hope you guys have a wonderful day!!! and thanks for being so special!!! yupp i mean it... you're one of the people i don't really know so much about .. yet.. but still i think you're so special!! reeeeeaaallyyy :D
hmmm... good luck for mid years everyone..
YOU CAN DO IT! :D

back to lit notes now...
byee! :)

2009-03-28T00:20:00.000-07:00

okay.. this week... i guess nothing much happened... just that there's kkinda lesser homewrok this weekend then all the weekends...
hmm...guides on wednesday.. ruth came to be our school's YA young adult i think.. something like teahcing new stuff and blah blah... she remembered me... :) i think she remembers kai, melissa and dorothy.. but just not their names... hahaha
hmmmmmmmmmm
friday went to macs with kai, swee and chien.. it was so funny.. okay..kinda funny lah.. talked about so many stuff. then KAI LI started with the story about THOSE classrooms.. then everybody started saying freaky stories.. then i got like scared lorh.. wanted them to stop.... but they went on and on.. till we went home i think... mann.. dont do this to me.. i'll freak myself out you knowwwwww....
today.. went to school to do the guides board thingy...
cheryl and kai were on time as usual.. then nat tong and zenia was late...ut.. yeahh at least we finished the board.. we seemed to put in more effort for this board then the last.. it's soo pretty lorh.. if i had a pictur i'd put it here.. but yeahh... dont have one :(
oh.. went to read people's blogs today.. realised i've been kinda out of touch with people... didn;t knw you felt that way...

A little too not over you
by david archuleta...

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what i tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside
And i turn around
You're with him nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside
And i turn around
You're with him nowI just can't figure it out

......Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And i really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

great song!!! yay.. more another day..

2009-03-23T02:41:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY EVERYBODY!!!

i'm back.. and my blog should be alive sooooooooonn!!!

or at least i'll try my very best to do that kay... :D

hmm...

there are tons TONS of camps to blog about...

there's

SEC 3 ADVENTURE CAMP! 19,20,21 march 2009

then in the hols there was three!!!!! almost all at one shot..

CLUSTER CAMP! 14 march 2009

STUDENT LEADERS CAMP! 16,17 march 2009

GUIDES COMBINED CAMP! 18,19 march 2009

whooooooo loved all of them.. i think i'm like addicted to camping or something..

it's kinda like.. i just love that feeling.. not that i dont like home.. but it's kinda a nice feeling too...:D

okayy.. ssec 3 adventure camp..

it was really awesome.. i learnt soo much more about my classmates :D and i think i made lotsa new friends?? YAY!!! i think this was a really good opportunity for us to bond and all tht :) no i'm not being typically cliche or anything.. i'm sure lotsa people who were at the camp felt that way too..

there was like so many exciting activites and all... and the trainers and a;; were really funny and supportive and cool and encouraging and made the camp experience much much FUN-ner!!!!!! :D

GO 3/1 !!!! :D

hmm high elements... i'm really grateful for all the people who were there to support and encourage me and all :D

especially amanda ng! cos she went up the high thingy with me... believe it or not.. i didn't think that i'd have the guts to go and try it.. cos i'm kinda scared of heights.. but with a friend with you up there.. it feels much much better!! and i guess we both helped each other to "overcome" a little! ;)

then there was DRAGON BOATING!

it was sooooooooo fun!!! although our calss was split and me and some other people joined with some 3/4 people.. i learnt how to dragon boat! yay :) and co operate and stuff like that.. thanks for the experience ! :D

next..march holidays.. it wasn't really much of a holiday.. cos i had to go back to school practically everyday! except sundays...and teachers gave like tons of homework..but i guess all in all it was a great week!

hmmm... on saturday.. i had cluster camp...it's a camp where primary schools were invited to come to a camp organised by our IJ sec sec3s! :D i was in charger of a game with ANDREA!!! :D and we had loadsa fun.. hahahaha.. got to know andrea.. hmm.. she's in gym.. she's a really sweet girl!!! :D and lotsa lotsa more.. not going to write all here.... yupp :) then at the end of tha camp.. all the "organising" people celebrated shi pei's belated birthday!! with a cake too! :D

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY SHI PEI!!!!!!! :)
i guess all this prepatation for cluster camp has made everybody learn how to manage time and work with each other.. i'm sooooo glad it turned out well.. righttt ?? :D happy!!!!!!!!!!!!

sunday.. tried to do some of my homework.. went to get a new phone.. okay.. maybe it's not soooo new.. but it's new to me.. cos my phone would finally have bluetooth!!! :D sorry lah.. my previous phoneS didn't have bluetooth...but now it has! and it's a lovely cheery RED! tho i liked the blue colour better.. but it was like $100 more... :(

monday... student leaders camp!!!!

fantastic!! it was organised by ruth.. sarah toh's sister... and i made new friends and learnt new stuff here too.. it was a super fun camp :D

got to know nia better... and myself too.. and learnt how to manage time... the games were fun mannn... there was one that had like watermelon and coffee mixture on chairs and we had to slide from both ends to the middle and meet someone then scissors paper stone and the winner had to try to cross over to the other side.. and when or if the whole team manages to cross oer safely...this was one of the most dirtiest games i the whole camp.. and my butt got ain after that.. but it was great fun.., something different from the usual water bomb etc.. oh and the watermelon-coffee really looked like poooo...then we had to plan for a party on the 2nd day.. and we had to write proposal and get fod and deco and performance and all ready in one days time!!! and it was incredible.. cos in the end we managed to do it!!! GO SEC 3S!!!!! :D

tuesday.. went home... then realised that i didn't have my sleeping bag.. thought i left it in the drink stall or something .. but it wasn't there.. then i thought i left it in school.. called sarah.. founf out it was i school.. oops...thank you ruth,.. for helping me keep it in the council room!!! cos i needed it the next day.. for guide camp!!!!!!!!!!!

wednesday...GUIDES COMBINE CAMP with catholic high scouts.. this was one of the BEST camps i ever went for!!!!!!! tiring but really really had a great time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm.. i was in group2!!!!!! YAY! with melissa, sherwynn, jasmine, anabelle, hannah and olivia.. (hope i didn't miss out anyone.. if i did.. i'm really really sorry!!!!) o and scouts.. hmm i dont think i know all of their names :P wait ah.. i try to remember.. there's zhi jian,gabriel,carrey,warren,winston and 2 others i think.. yupp... and group 2 was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!! we couldnt really think of a group name at first.. so the scouts decided to just go with their patrol name.. eagles... so eagles we were...:D

we had outdoor cooking!

and pioneering.. structure righttt??

and orienteering... and.. hmm games!!!!!!!

all of the stuff.. we mainly learned from the scouts..and they're so PRO!!!!!

and fast.. but feel kinda guilty.. cos they got punished quite a lot.. and we didn't really help them... must be more helpful next time.... :) sorry scouts...

oh... and used the AXE! to chop wood.. never knew it was so difficuolt.. must have angle to aim some more...and outdoor cooking.. the fire was started soooo fast... really cool that part... :D and the fire could be maintained :D scouts so talented... haha

then it was structure.. supposed to build a tower.. and it was a tripod with stabilisers and ladder.. then the scouts climbed up the structure to tie more stuff on top.. it was reallly cool cos i've never seen anyone climb up their own structure and all to tie... but we didn't really dare climb up and try...so umm yeahh.. :)

then hike to toa payoh.. whooo.. so far... ;) but i guess it's supposed to be like that... we were the last group to leave cat high.. so we didn't go to all the checkpoints...and reached school one of the last teams.. hmm but at least we managed to do it as a team! :D

then dinner.. and bathed...

then it was initiation.i was with hannah.. whoops.. sorry if i was annoying you, hannah.. but hannah was GREAT buddy to walk with! :D she was telling me stuff about her class and all.. so i wouldn't freak myself out... hmm it's not so good to be scared of the dark.. but i couldnt help it... oh and so sorry to the scouts who were with us cos you'll couldn't really have your fun.. cos we were a little scared...but thanks for not scaring us :D

next day.. woke up.. PT!... was....... o.o

scouts so fit! then make us play captains ball against them.., hm not exactly the smartest idea... :O and the ventures were like throwing balls from one end of the court to the other... how could we measure.... haha

then breakfast.. yum yum..

and prepare for item i think...the theme was hi and bye..and we did a king and queen finding suitors for her daughter.. and we won best item in the end! WHOOOOHOOO! thank you group2.. esp the scouts for their fantastic acting! and GUIDES TOO :)

friday...bio life science programme in school.. learnt more about DNA and stuff like that.. we used that expensive pipette thingy to extract dna or something... mann. i still cant use that properly...but i shall learn some day! :D

saturday...buddy walk.. WORLD DOWN SYNDROME DAY!

sunday... chiong as much homewrok as i can.. too bad it didn't work..

monday! today! thank goodness the tests were not today.. at least got a little more time to study..but i think im still going to fail :( okay.. i should stop writing my loooooooong story noww..

catch up with y'all later! :D

i miss you.. loads...wish i could get to know you better...

time flies when you're having fun...xoxo..i love you :)

2009-02-16T03:29:00.000-08:00

Loving you but not in love with you
I love you, but I'm not in love with you.
I want your friendship minus your desire.
I would not lead you falsely or betray you.
I feel the tenderness, but not the fire.
I have no reason for my lack of yearning,
No explanation for what I don't feel,
No other love to whom I might be turning,
No anguish to suggest this isn't real.
Passion is a horse that knows no master,
And I cannot with fences make it stay.
It must run free towards daylight or disaster,
Awake to glory in no other way.
So I must say what you don't want to hear,
But it's a truth that both of us must bear.

HAHAHA! so cooooooooolll :)
hmm.. okay. i think kai asked me to do this?? shall paste it here like her! LOL! :D
Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Pamela
2. A four Letter Word: pink (.. I can only think ofthat at the moment!)
3. A boy's Name: Paul
4. A girl's Name: Paige
5. An occupation: P-P-Policeman!!
6. A color: Purple :D
7. Something you'll wear: pants
9. A food: Pickle?
10. Something found in the bathroom: pipe
11. A place: paradise!!! hahahha
12. A reason for being late: poured prune juice down the drain? (I really dunno)
13. Something you'd shout: Peace! :D
14. A movie title: Pirates of the Carribean, pay it forward… PETER PAN!
15. Something you drink: Pepsi
16. A musical group: Paramore!
17. An animal: Panther!
18. A street name: Pickering street???
19. A type of car: Porsche :D
20. The title of a song : Pachelbel’s canon….umm. play my music…

hahaha

2009-02-16T03:14:00.001-08:00

hey everybody!!!!! hope you had an awesome valentine's day... :D lotsa lotsa love was in the air... :D thanks to everyone who gavew me presents and wishes... yay!! felt so loved... even if you didn't you know.. not that i blame you... :)

and and..... hmm..

SEC# ADVENTURE camp in a few days.... whoooooo! :) yay?! i dunno whether to be excited or.. you know.. oh well.. but i think i shall be excited.. actually kinda looking forward to it.. tho i'll prob be sharing tent with 3vietnamese scholars! :D tien, ngoc and nguyen! YAY! we shall have fun yeah??

today stay back to teach sec1s.. and though i asked you to come, you didn't.. what am i? superhero? i cant do it on my own.. didn't i say already we're together.. i need everyone's help! at least tell me if you're like cant make it :( you made me sad today.. it's not about me.. it's about us :p

but on the bright side.. our darlng sec1s learn sooooooo fast!!! yay!

xoxo ALYSHA!

VANITAH!

SITI SARAH!

KALYANI!

GO MYNAH!!! :D

hmm yeah..i guess that;s all for today...

OH!!! i'm going to fail all my science tests.. and mrs tan will come kill me :(

tomorrow bio!!!! test! oh no! study time...

i thank god for meeting someone as special as you! :)

2009-02-05T03:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY chien wen!!!!

hmm my dating system for my blog entries are a little weird.. so umm.. all my entries are supposedly posted one day late... meaning m the entries are like supposed to be one day later..i think...

anyway.. 4feb... chien's birthday.. hmm she got a surprise back at the hostel yeah?? hope you liked it chien..

hmm and yesterday.. PE.. was so ................. tiring!!!!!!!!!!!! first we ran 7rounds no timing,, then it was laps.. which is 2 rounds in 2 minutes with 2min break in between.. but still.. it was like.. so tiring><>

and and then there was guides and we had around 20 sec ones.. yay.. GO MYNAH!

class shirt... :( tomorrows the julia gabriel debate thingy.. hope our school does well... yupp..!! and goooo ashley.. and other debators too... :D

sometimes...you only treasure things when you've lost them... :)

2009-02-02T03:21:00.000-08:00

okay.. there's some more.. dont get tired of reading yet...

hmm good job that 3/1 won first for CNY deco :D but i think other classes were so pretty to.. esp for sec threes.. cos tho everyone got new classmates.. they still worked together to get this done.. YAY! :)

hmm CNY performance in school was so cool! and FUNNY!!! hahaha and and... CNY celebrations were great too... on CNY eve.. we ate tuan yuan fan--reunion dinner at home with my grandmother and maid cooking yummy food.. it was DELICIOUS!!!! haha.. and then after that i think i watched some tv and played GAMES!! SO FUN! then slept around 3....

then next day NEW YEARS DAY! we went visiting and people came to our house... played with my cousins... both young and old.... well it was kinda a better choice then listening to grown ups talk...sometimes in languages i cant even understand.. hahaa

dont laugh..i bet some of you were like that too...

then second day of New year... went visiting again. and went to my grandmothers side..and we wanted to watch mama mia.. but then we had to go somewhere else.. so. yea.. didn't watch it :( oh but pineapple tarts were great!! my aunt was like my cousin can eat 50small ones while watching tv.. and i was like WHOA! .. :D and he said the only food he'd eat during CNY was prawn rolls, pineapple tarts.. and something else.. which i seem to have forgotten.. yupp.

then we had to go back to school on the third day,, and eveyone was so tired.. haha.. :D

then then.. okay.. today!!

first.. HAPPY BIRTDAY SABRINA!

and happy early birthday to CHIEN WEN!!

oaky.. so today we were supposed to go celebrate chien's birthday... and she wanted to EAT! so that's what we did!

kai, sweeying and me dressed up as nerd, bimbo and tourist respectively.. and we kinda surprised her... along the corridors..and then we pretended to be those people^ then we gave her her present! yay:) combined from 3of us... i hope she likes it!! <3

then we went to eat a light lunch at mc donalds.. and we had to wait for 230.. so we just walked around the shopping mall..yupp yupp. then we went to SWENSONS for ice cream! :D YUMMY and i did something so paiseh... SORRY GUYS... butt ywah.. i should learn never to laugh while drinking :p

mhmm.. then we had to go home :( but i guess it was a fun and great day out! :D haha..

i guess that's all for now.. i will try to constantly update my blog.. but.... yeah.. i guess you can see from my past records that my posting is very irregular.. so .... :D

pamela loves you!

2009-02-02T03:07:00.000-08:00

NEW POST(S)!!!

hmm okay where to start? i think from the beginning would be great.. okay here goes...

we began school on the 2nd of january...and marie, clara tee, fariha and me were PSLs for one-seven! YAY!!!

one seven's cool:D and it has like loadsa lotsa people from everywhere really.. i think i honestly never met a more diverse class. and that's a good thing cos it made me see the many many different sides of people :) and get to knwo people better... one seven.. if you'er here at my blog.. JIAYOUs!! ;)

next THREE ONE!!!

three one is AWESOME!! :D soooooooooooo many foreign students.. i think when i first met them..i was like kinda "scared of them" hmm but now not so.. cos it's like you think just because they're from another country then they're like super different.. but ina ctual fact they're just as normal as me and you :p hhehe.... ANITA! my partner... so swwwweeettt :) yuppyupp.. other than the fact that most of the foreign students are like waaaay smarter than me;P they're COOL! yay! go three one.. hope we'll become bonded and stuff.. then we can be like international friends...

hmm but i do miss two-one08 :)

hmm what's next? i dunno... umm umm

HAPPY niu YEAR!! happy chinese new year to everyone.. okay it's a bit late.. but still... :D hope everyone wll have a great 2009 and all wishes will come true.......... :D

2009-01-08T04:28:00.001-08:00

hello!!!

this is my first post for 2009.. let it begin on a good note!! :D

i'm so sorry but i dont think this can be a full proper post... maybe i'll do those stuff over the weekend or something... i'll have to write about first day in 3/1 and sec1orientation..campfire... and .. first week... and lotsa stuff really... but for now...

i guess what i'm trying to say is ... hmm.. be optimistic!!! :D
more some other day..

2008-12-30T04:35:00.000-08:00

heyyyy.....
okayy. umm first thing.. the timetable's online on sch website.. so go check kay?? :D

the most horrible terrible vegetable thingy happened last night!!!!!!!!!!!
i stepped on my dog's poo... o.o
and it was... well... something different..
cos it was at night and it was kinda DARK so i couldn't see and wanted to go out to say HI to my dog.. and then SPLATTTTT! i had a belated christmas present from her!! it was seriously gross.. but oh well.. i guess that's what i get for not being careful.. but anyway they're animals.. what do we expect them to do.. eat their poo?? no... we've gotta help them clean it up!!! so there i was at 11 plus at night cleaning smelly brown stuff off of my shoe!! whoa... what a present :) HAHAHA
okay anyway.. today...woke up kinda late and played games (which was my xmas present) with my sister. YAY! and she kept losing... and SHE said it must be cos she kept laughing at me about the poo yesterday.. and i was like YEAH.. cos she didn't even help me to clean... :p
and then had a yummy late lunch at SWENSONS..
mhmm..yeahh..more tomorrow or whenever i next go online then..

you made my day :) to hear you say my name thataway...

2008-12-29T03:45:00.000-08:00

whoohoo..
okayy.. i sahll post a quite long and updated post which i haven't done in a verrrrry looooooong time yeah?? okayy. here goes??
hmm i still gotta post about the sleepover...
and maybe about christmas..
sigh it's only 2 more days to end of 2008... i guess in a way this'd be good. bbut i guess i just still can't let go or something?? so many things have happened to me this year and these experiences and good or bad memories i'll never forget!!! hope you won't too but yeahh..time's not gonna stop so like some old and famous person said... time waits for no one.. love life and get on with it.. cherish the past and look forward to the future :D hehe

todayy..... we had guides and it was the last trial campfire before sec1orientation on THIS SATURDAY!! PANIC :P hope everything will be fine and by then our hands would be strong enough again to pull..LOL
ohh. and seniors came back again and said it was an IMPROVEMENT from last time.. which was great :) riight?? hope we'll maintain this standard or make it better so we can show the sec1s what we can do!! :) hahaha
ohh. and all guides who don't already know this.. guides for 09 will be on alternate mondays and wednesdays...so umm yeah..unless you got AEP or DEP...hmm okayy..yeahh that's it for today??
everybody!! start making your wishes.. for 2009... :D HAHAHA

if i let you go, how'd i ever know ,what my life would be holding you close to me...

2008-12-25T21:38:00.000-08:00

HELLO!!
NEW POST ALERT!!!!

okayy. i have decided that i shall start posting again.. but unfortunately i have to go out soon.. so i WILL post agin sometime sooon..
but meanwhile how was everyone's christmas??? great i hope :)
merry christmas and a happy new year...

oh... and just because my blog's half dead doesnt mean you all can stop visiting it ;p

xoxo pamela loves you all.. and she is very sorry for her dead blog...

when times are tough, hang in there :D

2008-11-12T01:18:00.001-08:00

awwwww.
i just realised that i can't see my new skin cos....... i dunno... my com doesnt allow me to see it?
and i heard this skin is reaaaaaaly old? ah well. nevermind. cos i dont really like the current styles..... :) i guess i'm just old? :)

2008-11-10T04:24:00.000-08:00

oh my goodness!!! finally changed my skin... is it nice??? :) i did it by myself... okayy i know that's kinda average but for me it's a great achievement.

annyways.i still got so many stuff to write about but not today i think. kinda busy...
but today was DRAMA SHOWCASE! and yea.....i guess it went quite well and all our hard work paid off............
still i'll miss our darling sexy fairy shane
queen of hearts
sandy claws
and cupid.....
i'm really glad i got the chance to work with you;ll and drama...
did help me in a way i think ocs before, i'd never dream of dressing up as a genie and performing in front of a crowd! but i did that today. so to drama--> THANK YOU!
and to my wonderful drama mates... thanks for being so crazy all the time and making rehearsals never boring (ahem)

oh and before i go, one more thing,
THANKS SO MUCH for the presents and wishes and SMSs and.... stuff that i got for my birthday...
thanks and i really love you guys a lot! <3

if only time could rewind and we'd go thru this all over again...

2008-11-06T04:10:00.001-08:00

okayy.
i know i haven't been on for a while...
but i got lotsa lotsa things to post aboiut noww.
i think.

there's dedications
and my surprise party
and class results
and leaving 2/1
and young leaders day
and prep for sec one campfire
and sec4farewell
and hmmm. i don't know
drama showcase?
and...
aiya.
posting pictures and taking them from nice people on facebook! :D

you know something i realised. we really REAAAALLLLY never realise the good things/friends that we have till we lose them.sigh. isn't that so....... sad? this human nature...
sigh.
then when you realise that you've lost it and it'll never ever be the same....
how we wish we can turn back the hands of time and treasure these things that we love and need most....
so i'd like to say:
no matter what! i shall now treasure every little thing that comes my way.
cos i know that these things came into my life for a PURPOSE! and i cannot miss this great opportunity cos opportunities never come back once they're gone.
but this doesnt mean i can't let go. when it's the right time, i promise i'll know the right thing to do. :)

whoa! did i just write that "chim" thing? oh well. still. i think that shall be my new philosophy! :D

and ps to people who wanna noe. about my class...i still dont know what to do-or maybe i do but i just can't face it! sigh. but must miss me okayy <3>

if only we could turn back the clock and start all over!

2008-10-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

only we could stay this way forever... if onlyy.....

today was such an emo day!!!!

and i'm really gonna miss two-one2008 LOADS!!!

what happened today really made me realise how close i've grown to many people in this class, and next year, if i'm not in the same class as now.... well.. people, don't dao me okayy. :)

hmm. don't reali know what to post for now. just that err.....

i'll MISS you guys a lot, two-one....

dedications will be up soon i hope :) so must come and read it okayy? meanwhile, i shall just put some photos on...

and you know something really important that i learnt?

that's that although the world may not always be perfect and things may not always go your way, you can always try to be your best and don't ever give up!!! and friends will be there for you... one person you met only 5seconds ago could become your good friend for life.

life is the road now and forever wonderful journey. don't ever forget that. (ps and don't forget me too :p )

you never know until you try...

2008-10-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

okayyy.
i know i haven't updated for such a looooooong time (again)
sorry lah. everytime i come online, i forget to update my blog and go read other people's ones......

okay, so, many many things happened since i last posted.

SATURDAY 18 OCT
today was SOUTH DIVISION DAY!
we were supposed to go to school at 8 something i think? but i went a little too early and ended up being one of the first few people to arrive in school.... LOL
then we went to KCPss and... yeah.SD day began.
we [layed taboo but lost to raffles?but at least we had fun and...
oh ya... then we bonded cos our event finished quite early....
that was...me and kai and weijing and christie and caitlin and amanda and yongqi
we sat in the canteen for a reaaaaaaaly long while then we started playing games which was like broken telephone then a harmless sentence became really twisted and it was so FUNNY! (right guys>?)
we only won prizes for boggle and modified netball though.. but GREAT JOB to those who played that!!!!! :)

SUNDAY 19 OCT
today we went yunlu's house again.. for the dance... and it was kinda tiring and umm. we listened to songs... oh... and SOMEONE learned how to download music... hmmmmm...
i hope we'll be okayy for the dance... and basketball too...:) go two-one
and then this was where i learnt that sweeying loved johnny the cowbpu from texas sooo much that she totalkly started SINGING a really weird song and drove everyone practically NUTS!
you should totally ask her to sing it to you.. unless she already has......................
(no offence sweeying)

MONDAY 20 OCT
today...we taught the class the dance and and....
they learnt so fast!!! YAY!
and um...
after schoo, we practiced somemore and and at around 3 something... me and kai and sweeying went all around SINGAPORE to look for the hats...
first we went to umm.. i think it was raffles city? then we went plaza sing, then it was here there... then we finally went to bugis and followed my mum's instructions and kai spotted the shop FINALLY!!!!!!!1 and then i twas the major RUSH HOUR! and we lugged three bags into the mrt and squeezed with everybody... and i guess we were pretty high tooooo.
quite fun lah. actually>>to travel around singapore with your friends -looking for hats. :)
me love kai and swee and chien too (but you weren't there :p )

TUESDAY 21 OCT
todayyy......... hmm.
we went for def leaders programme and and .. it was quite fun
i learnt quite a lot i think and lotsa tips too and more about myself :)
and TIM was so funny :) but poor him had to give talks with a sore throat... and uncle david was quite funny too towards the end. :))
and then we played that game about the manufacturing stuff and we had to strateguse and all to earn the most money among the diff companies... but in the end, the trick was to work together so we can achieve better results.
but i think that game was kinda REALLy wild!!!
oh. and i found out i'm a analyser?? kinda person? but then it was between controller and umm analyser? or something like that lah.
and then i went for ballet... then found out rochelle's doing grade6!!! CONGRATS ROCHELLE!!!

WEDNESDAY 22 OCT
today was THE day!
basketball and dance.. inter class games!!!
i hope we'll be okay and..i think we did quite well?/ and mrs tan came to watch us and i think she was smiling??? :) YAY!
an great job to everyone for dancing so nicely and to the players for playing so nicely!!! it's okay if we don't win cos this is a game and the most important thingy was that we bonded as a class!! TWO_ONE!! :)

okay. my hand hurts HURTS now from typing so much.umm.. need to go write letters later tho.i think.i owe people letters...

if only we could be stuck here forever... if only

2008-10-09T03:07:00.001-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHHOOOOOHOOO
or is it yay yay??? lol :)
no more late night mugging and bugging kaili and all my other friends for help... :P
and no more charlie gordon, no more geography and somenonsense about global warming, no more history and the HISTOY of jap occupation. thank goodness.
but i guess i'll miss exams in a way? i know thats wierd...but still... :)
i'll miss sitting in register order and natalie talking soooooo much before exam...

oh oh and today after home ec paper wwas the perfect ending to exams cos the guy was so funny and his voice... aiyo and actions... aiyo.. then he was like first girl collect anser paper and last girl collect question paper.. but i didnt want to leh....
anyway, i did and then he was like chairperson? but grace a wasnt there then he said vice-chairperson? but pinkie want there too. soo he said next in line or whatever and i was like shit me... and what does he want. >> it was just class enrolment.... teehee
anyway then everybody thought he was funny and LAUGHED at the end of exam :))))))))
and natalie laugh so loud and sarah couldnt control her laughter since he came in... and many other people i saw were also trying to control laughter...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

then after exams, we went to EAT and couldnt decide where to go reali.. ended up in subway and had my "first" sandwich :) YUMYUM and talk so many stuff :)
and chieny's going back to m'sia........
and now got to concentrate on other stuff like guides.... aiyo.
but at least can play computer games and blog and do random stuff and
and can read BOOKS
can i borrow breaking dawn, odelia? or amanda ng?
and can read my darling cherubs!!! yeah!!!
andand... can watch tv...
must catch up on all my shows :)
oh yarh. and eat lotsa junk food.
yeah. thats the life.
:)
okayy, i'm such a pig now...
grrrrrrrrrrrrr

and i hope my results will be okayy.........i'm afraid they will be well--> not so good???sighs.

and good luck to all other people still taking exams like sec fours and O levels GOOD LUCK :)

can't spend a moment apart from you...

2008-09-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI LI!

xoxo PAMELA LOVES YOU!
:) have a great day tho it's just before english.
but i'm sure you'll do well...
as usual :)
dont fret kays.
LOVE PAMELA!
smile always..
and good luck......... :)

when we're together i will remember you...yeah...

2008-09-23T06:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO everyone..
sigh exams are coming sooooooooooon
i;m afraid!!! what if i dont do well...
what if i cant get what i want...
what if its just too much to ask of that...
sigh.
i wish i could change the way things were just ONCE.
then i'll be happy.
:)
oh wells.
anybody who's reading this before your exams... GOOD LUCK! and shouldn't you be studying and not on the com? LOL
work hard and play hard people. :) we can do it!

and ...HAIZ! about the combinations.
why is everyone suddenly so --different?
and whay are the combos so... wierd.
dont know what to do know.
sigh.
anyone care to help me?

love was meant for me and youuuuuuuuuu

2008-09-01T04:03:00.000-07:00

hello.
it's the first day of hols and i'm already worrying what if i cant finish all my stuff on time.
i'm afraid of wahts gonna happen to me.
i read some things and i realised that well
some things once gone will never come back to you.
so now i shall cherish all the TIME and FRIENDS and FAMILY that i have
if u happen to drop by and see this.
just know that pamela loves you always.

i'll hold your hand in the dark, if u'd just let me...

2008-08-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday was bernadette's birthday...
so..................
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNIE!
and....i dont know what to write now.
actually i gotta go design teachers day card now...
hope it turns out nice...
and......
i haven chosen my combinations for sec3 yet...
or rathered put it in the survey.
sigh.
dont know how to choose.
actually i do.
no wait...
i dont know!!!!
sigh.

ps. i love you

2008-08-18T04:46:00.001-07:00

i'm so glad singapore got silver!!!!!
CONGRATS SINGAPORE! and great job to our paddlers! we love you <3
i just love the olympics... dont you???? :)

2008-08-14T07:53:00.000-07:00

ok. today. was sarah's birthday!!!!1
so........
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!
<3>
thanks for being so well..... sarah-y
and today.i found out i got sooo many projects to do and...
that i dont really understand what i'm doing/ saying/thinking half the time.
someone wanna help out???
...

~i'll hold your hand in the dark, if u'll let me... ~

2008-08-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

hello.....
ok.. where to start? i got sooooo many things to say... :)
first of all...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN YING!
sorry i know it's a little late... but... yea. i didn't get much time to blog before that.
on wanying's birthday,.... we gave her a little surprise... it was kinda cool :) and hillary baked a cake!! i didnt know you could bake, hillary. anyway, it was YUMMY!

and then the next few days were mainly filled with OLYMPICS BEIJING 2008!!!!!!!!
i watched the opening ceremony and it was way cool! there were so many performers and the fireworks was just greaaTT!!!!!!!
didn't imagine i'd ever seee sooooooo many fireworks just for one event... hehe.
WELL DONE BEIJING! and then all the atheletes came in and singapore wsa one of the last... so i had to sit there and stone for about 1 hour before seeing singapore some out. to be honest i was kinda bored at that part....but in the end it was worth the wait cos of the olympic flame thingy and the chinese running and the man on the ceiling .... i thought that was a really nice touch :)

then it was soo late and i was so tired and i went to sleep.

the next day....
LOL!
it was NATIONAL DAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
it was raining at the beggining and the poor marching people had to stand in the rain... later they get sick..... and then it was the start of the item section.
that was cool to and so were the planes and the fireworks and everything really.
i think this year's NDP was quite nice... and i loved the fireworks tho i couldn't see it for real.....like last time when i lived in hdb......
hehe
o yea... and i also watched lotsa olympic events like the gym and the diving and the swimmming and the badminton............ it was COOL! ;) but so sad singapore didn't exactly win any medals... yet.....

uhuh
and today is chloe b's BIRTHDAY! i bet u people didnt remember that... or mayb u did... whatever la.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE! (my darling chicken)
i wish u were back in s'pore....
sigh and nat yeong's going off soon... :(
sigh boo hoohoo.
ok. gotta go now...........
more some other day... :)

xoxoxo all i ask is that you love me for who i am xoxoxo

2008-08-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

isn't my darling dorry CUTE!!!!!

i love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxoxo :)

heylo people...

i just realised that the point of having a blog is that i should update it!

so i will......

on saturdayy.....

sweeying <3>

to have some fun!!!

hehe

we ate a YUMMY lunch (:

and then watched ANASTASIA!

hey.. i know it's a disney movie, but stilllllllllllll.. it was GREAT! REALLY GREAT! lol

and then we played the game of LIFE..................

then they had to go hoommmee... ):

sigh...

i'm going to miss nat when she goes back to canada...

sigh...
ok. i know i look weird... but... still... it is a picture with natalie.... (:

xoxo PS i love you guys! xoxo

2008-07-27T03:02:00.000-07:00

hey people. i feel like posting again.

i feel happier now. cos i jus talked to some people.... u noe who you are..

anyway, i realised that things weren't meant to be like that, it just happened...

yea... and now i'm trying to edit our geog tech report... and... haiz. the word limit ah...must cut down!!! sigh. so many projects.. it's horrible.

teehee..

i better get baack to editing my thing... bye.

isn't this nice? ms kai li made it!!!!!

:) i know it's an old photo...but it's sooo pretty isnt it..

lol

ok... ms kai li just gave me this one.. i look way wierd. please dont laugh and/ or comment.

xoxoxoxo ps. i love you xoxoxoxoxo

2008-07-27T01:22:00.000-07:00

sorry about yesterday people. i wasnt in a right frame of mind...
sigh.
i guess i'm just too paranoid! and cant admit things sometimes.
really. any of you reading agree with me?????
i guess it's no excuse to go around behaving like that, so i sincerely apologise. to anyone i have offended in the past :(
and xoxo iloveyou to those people.

umm... i' kinda really happy right now, cos my relative finally came out of hospital!!!! and she could even celebrate my uncle (not jonathan) uncle's birthday with us! yea!!!!! i'm so glad that she's out of hospital and recovering! thank god!!!!!

aand you know something? i found out tat the geog tech report is soooooooooo harD!!!!!!!! sigh....... any other groups avent started yet???/ hehe

ok. i better go do it now. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
ps. nisha!!! we'll miss you if you go to NJ!!!!
and vaney!!!!!!!! we'll miss you toooooo..

~i'm not perfect, but parts of me are~

2008-07-25T20:06:00.000-07:00

hello...
i just want to say something-to nobody in particular. i'm just ranting

you know what? what you say or rather dont say. really hurts. eventho nobody would know who you are talking about, i can sense something behind your actual message! do you know what you say hurts!!!! and when i read it, i feel betrayed. i guess i was only trying to help and you not only turn a deaf ear, but also say it's troublesome? i thought we were supposed to help each other????? if you really dont like it why cant you tell me to my FACE! or at least consider how i feel???
but remember, no matter what, i'll try my best fto forgive you and forget this hurt, but a little of it will still remain!

anyway, today... woke up sooooooooo early to go for novena... and then the novena got soooooooo many people!!!!!!!! aiyo then cannot find parking space and my mummy had to "illegal" park... heehee.

and now i'm sitting here typing and thinking..
what if one day you found yourself lost. would you turn to your family or your friends?how would you know your family or friends would even care about what you say? then where would you turn to? your friends maynot take it seriously..your family might just brush it off...
then you'd be truly lost wont you? (i think we should turn to god) HONESTLY! dont laugh!

and another thing... yesterday.. got guides! andand we kinda practiced the ndp marching thingy...it was kinda wierd cos some people never come and there were holes everywhere...
andand... now i'm typing and my tuition teacher is outside with my sister and she say i type so loud and hard... and she says this is a sign of frustration and/or sadness... i guesss she's right.cos i'm kinda feelin wierded out right now. but it's sooooooooo wierd right? cos she says my typing so loud.... LOL!
so i'm trying to type softer.
and softer.
and softer

anyway, i guess i'm just paranoid. mayb what i saw may not have been what i thought it was. i guess i'll never know.
but what's a blog for anyway, it's for saying how i feel and recording down events isnt it? so please dont hate me for this(if you can see this)i'm just saying how i feel
and people if you are reading this and you think i'm super paranoid etc.. DONT TELL ME! i'm just saying how i fell

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ok enough about that. i shall go back to doing my hw etc. mayb i'll blog again later..

xoxoxoxoxoxo whether you know it or not, i love you xoxoxoxoxoxo

2008-07-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

hello...
i feel like i haven't posted in a loooooooooong time...
but this one has to be a short one... cos today got soooooo much homework.
ok. first of all... hillary and odelia had their buddies from hong kong coming this whole week. their names are ilda and jade i think.... from st pauls co-ed college..... like all the other exchange students in past years.......i think their accent is really cool and they seem reeeeeeealy friendly too :)
but on wednesday, we had gym and everyone was trying out their routine and stuff and odelia...
ODELIA tried to do some acrobatics or something and sprained her ankle!! aiyoyo... and then she had to be in a wheelchair.. i bet it hurt a lot... ODELIA ARE YOU OKAY?
and other people also got injured like nutty who possibly sprained her muscle or something while doing handstand?
gym is soooooooooo dangerous.......................
umm..... i hope the hong kong people have a nice stay here and go back eith gooooood memories of singapore! heehee

i wish you wouldnt be like that all the time. if you even took the time to look at yourself. u'd realise how much you're worth. that is a lot! and dont mock me all the time. it's not nice. didnt your mum teach you to be nicer?

It's possible if you just believe!
o and another thing! my darling NATALIE YEONG IS BACK.., actually for quite sometime already. but... yea. i'm only writing it down now... since she went last year.. i sometimes think of her.. and miss her.. you know?

~thank you for being there. i'll always remember you xoxoxo

2008-07-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

HiiE everyone!!! :)
let me start with yesterday.
it was BEATRICE's BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY Birthday BEATRICE !!!
hope you had lotsa wishes and presents!
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andand....this week.monday no school cos of youth day holiday!
umm....it was ok la...
but just that i fell down on sunday night andand i did something to my toe muscle and it's now super painful! had to put some black medicine! so smelly and icky! but at least it helps to heal my painful "bruise"
and because of that. i cant exactly walk properly these few days. so today i could skip PE and HHF! hhahha
and now my toe there is like becoming blue-black cos all the clotted blood is coming out? ir something like that la.
anyway, then on monday like was saying. my mummy made COOKIES! yummy! it was kinda the first time she baked for us and it was cool. who knew she could bake so well :))
and....tuesday.i had to go to school with painful leg. but not many ppl noticed. just that i was walking ultra slowly......................yea...
and TODAY. it was feelin better. but my mum said dont take hhf and pe and i said yay!!! hahahahhahahhahaha
but the hhf dance steps--> so fast today!! the hiphop part! anybody else think so too???
and pe??? we're doing GYM! omigod!!! mrs nicks looked so cute when she did all her rolls and stuff today..who knew she could cartwheel!!!!!!!
anyway, i cant even cartwheel and she expect me to do gym assesment!!! aiyo.......
and ummmmm.....talking about caartwheel..it reminds me of OM and odelia doing a super-straight cartwheel! did u even noe she was quite good in gym in her primary school??? anyway, i admire it!!!!!!!
and wat else today.......
o ya!
the vietnamese people from vietnam..duh.. came on monday. we have 4 in our class as our class got 4 buddies..beatrice, sarah, kelly, ping en......
and i realised that they dont know wat thermometer or temperature is(in english, i bet they noe wat it is in vietnamese language)
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and then today during english was considerably fun.. got crossword puzzle and some comprehension competition thingy,.
actually i thot it would be stupid. but turned out quite fun la..... :))
finally mrs mah is interesting.
hehe
and and she let us off late for early lunch before little india trip..
sigh.
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so at little india, we were supposed to learn more about cooking and history. our teacher going ith us was ms yeo. who kai li says is her sister... lol
andand the stupid woman mrs poon said we had to go in grps and it was split from cynthia onwards... so i couldnt be with kl, sy and lcw...
sigh
but i guess the trip turned ou to be ok.
we went to the temple
and the stalls.
and we got to try indian food like dosai.................................
it was quite yummy la...
when we got bacl on the bus......... the class was re-united.. yay!
haha
and then when we got back to class. then kl had to go discuss poetry slam with sarah they all.. and she took sooooooooooo long. and never let me take picture of them! hmph!
and then we went home. but i didnt walk with kai li. i also dunno why i wait for her... so craz right???
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umm. today i learnt some NEW things. i'll always remember it!!!

~i'm STILL standing here WAITING for you to NOTICE me~

2008-06-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

hello.. :)
umm... so many things have passed since the last time i posted...
firstly, we had a new girl in our class.. an indonesian scholar--> Laura E..
i guess she's quite nice :) (hey dont laugh and/or frown at me!)
and she's going to be my home econs partner!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i still wanna partner VAL <3>
o well.. so sad :(
and and we also had handover ceremony for guides... i dont wanna see this batch of seniors go............i'll really miss them.. SENIORS!! DON"T GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but GOOD LUCK for the O levels.. do your best :))
and also there was the beginning of SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE season 3!!!! i just LOVE LOVE that show :)
tday was the las vegas callbacks... and u noe somethinG???? i think all the dancers are great and they're getting better at each season!!!!!!!!!!!!
and there are siblings comin for the new season!!!! i cant wait!!!!!!!!!

and and... last friday, we went to SYF opening ceremony... before that, chieny, swee ying, kai li and i went to kai li's house... and............. we ate at mac donalds... and then swee ying bounced on kai li's sofa and chieny looked so much more girly when she has wet hair......... :))
syf opening ceremony***************************
i guess it was quite ok... there was a lot of drills and marching... they were super neat and their hands and all were so co-ordinated!!!!!! tho a little like robots.....................
and the music- so loud.. i nearly went DEAF!!!!!1
hahahhahahhahahhahahha
um.. i dont know what else to say.. i guess i'll jus have to blog again some other day... see ya

***********************and another thing, sorry if i have been mean to you.. i think you know who you are.. or maybe not.. sorry if i have offended you.. i know i sometimes talk first then think later.. that's bad.. and hurtful :( sorry. please forgive me.. *************************************

~i'm standing here waiting for you to notice me~

2008-06-20T19:19:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!!! i'm posting again!!!
haha
anyway, june holidays have been so packed and there were so many activities to do!!! my second week was full of camps! 3 in a row!
but i'll write more about that later...

can anyone believe school starting in 2 days???
oh no!!! lucky i finished my homework already :)
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ok so the camps, first was this training camp for GUIDES!
it was called CAMP CHRISTINE.
kai li, stephanie, dorothy and melissa and i went for this camp...
only 6 schools came i think...
there was IJ TP! northbrooks, northlight, yishun town......and many more which i cannot remember...
anyway, the camp was ORGANISED BY the PGA people(who were mainly from raffles and st nicks)
the theme was ISLAND CHRISTINE and there were 4 tribal groups...
gotoba
uwalu
ionaki
ERANON
guess which one i was in???
that's right!! ERANON!
it was quite cool la...
and we learnt so many new things there!
and made quite a lot of new friends from other schools...
on the first day, we pitched tents which we would be sleeping in and made bag holders and clothes rack...it was really cool as we learnt many new knots that we did not know before like marlin spike and.........................
oh yes...i forgot to mention the camp staff...they were really nice people..
there was RUTH and AMANDA and ELYSSA and DANETTE and SANUSHA and JOCELYN and CHARLOTTE and T________ (sorry i forgot who's the last one)
anyway, i think i had a very different camp experience compared to usual school guides camps... is that a good thing or bad??????? and i'm glad for the experience that i had and the new things that i learnt :)
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and the next camp was school guides camp!
straightaway, with only about 10 hours resting time for me!
and there were ant bites from camp christine which were so painful!!!!!!!!!!
and yup...................
so, school guides camp..we began early in the morning as usual......for the first day i was PS of the day... surprised me really....
REALLY la.. don't laugh.
i think our first activity was hunting for the parts of our tent like poles and pegs...........
and i was thinking i kinda noe how to pitch tent cos of camp christine..just that i must have forgotten a little cos this tent was different.
but anyway, MYNAH found all the things first and we could start pitching the tent. we got to choose the area and smart eunice chose next to the guiders tent!
anyway, next we helped pitch the canvas tent which the sec2s and some sec3s would be sleeping in for testings....
and the pegs were made of metal and they were big and the mallet was metal and then when pegging it was so noisy like a construction site...
but eliza was like the main PEGGER person cos she was stronger than xiu hui??????????

and i can't quite remember what happened after that...yeah...
and then it was lunch then SRIT! hahahahahaha so fun....
and at night,we had to sleep in the tents cos it didn't rain!!!! and since this was a training camp, there was no campfire :(
i like campfire... i think...
but we played a game at night and they separated all the guides and put us in various parts of the school and some other guides had to come and find us. i was with cheryl and bhavani and we were in the malay classroom and we were kinda scared so we talked to each other...until somecame to find us. thank god!!!
after that, the second day, i was flag bearer!!!!!!! oh no! the flag pole had to be re-pegged and it was late...but my flag broke :) yay
and then........aiya.. i can't quite remember...sigh..
then third day was mainly AGM and then i had to go of halfway (sorry PLs and mrs tan) to my catechism camp!!!

MORE CAMPS! but thankfully this was my last camp.in a row.
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catechism camp! when i arrived, they were doing some reflection thingy. i was quite happy with the group i was in. but some members were comin late..like me.................................
this was a sorta family camp and it was different from the usual catechism camp..and we didn't have to run around sentosa..unlike last year.
yup, this camp taught me a lot of new things and not to judge someone by his/her looks and behaviour. and also to love my family! :)
and i realised that people do care for me :)
and that i'm not alone...............
ok...i know it sounds cliche and all.. but it was true.. i mean tha camp was kinda touching and even some guys cried! haha.
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ok so that was the end of all my 3 camps. maybe if i posted earlier i would have remembered more??? o well.. so sad....
i hop that didn't bore you...and sorry if it did.

~i'm standing here waiting for you to notice me~

2008-05-18T02:34:00.000-07:00

hello.. IJ FIESTA was on friday 16th may!

it was GREAT!!! lour class did haunted house! and we ROCKED!

i really can't believe it! we really did.. and the class WORKED TOGETHER! and we scared lots of people.. haha

i'm being a little ego now aren't i?

anyway, we had a fun time... o wait. maybe that was only me?

anyway, i guess a lot of people in our class sustained injuries! eardrums damaged,punched, kicked,nearly killed,lost their voice?! MANY INJURIES! but i'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves somehow........

i want to say a BIG THANK YOU to everybody who helped to make our haunted house a success, esp councillors sarah and shi pei and kai li and swee ying and chien wen and yun lu and grace adam and ping en and everybody else in two one!!!!!! <3>

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i'm just here, why are you like that? i can tell from your faces, i can see it in your eyes.. i may put up a fake front, a strong front, but inside, i'm hurting really bad... i'm crying, but nobody notices! why can't you just listen? i know you sometimes do, but, somehow i feel that it's mocking instead of concern.i'm not blaminbg anyone, i know sometimes i can be a very horrible #%&$* but.....

i don't know! i feel so lost! and alone sometimes...whatever i do seems to be wrong.i just can't seem to do anything right, or even if it's right, evrybody sees me as a big phony fake! why? you don't even know me that well............... do you?

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ok..i'm realy sorry for rambling on like that

~i'm standing here, waiting for you to notice me~

2008-05-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

ok.. this picture was from a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOng time ago.. back when i posted occasionally...

but anyway, it's SWEE YING! CHIEN WEN! AND KAI LI! :) and me! smile always!!!!!1

2008-05-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

hello everybody again.........
i'm POSTING... see??
ok..today, was supposed to be catechism party at ms wan's house...
but i couldn't go...:(
was it even still on?
i dunno cos nobody told me............cos i never ask reali.
anyway, yesterday was MOTHERS DAY!
YAY! i gave my mummy a card and a present! and she was happy :)
and then we went out to marriott hotel and had a great yummy buffet lunch.......
i ate so many GOOD FOOD!!! hhahahahhahaha
there was sushi...
satay...
steak...
free juice!......
i bet you're salivating reading that..... :)
and then when we went home, we watched TV!
a lot of it!
until midnight.......................................
and then this morning i had to wake up at noon...
cos i was tired fm yesterday........ o well

--i'm standing here waitnig for you to notice me--

2008-05-08T04:55:00.000-07:00

HELLO everybody!!!!!!!!!!\

exams are finally over! aren't you glad?! i am!!!!!!!!! that's for sure!!! :)

o n that's the picture from bukit timah rip...

i noe i haven't been updating and as my friends put it...

my blog needs reviving cos it's totally DEAD!!!

yupyup, i understand that.... that's why i'm updating now!

actually,... i dunno wat to talk about.

jus that tmr haf to go back to school for fiesta practice............

we're doing haunted house thingy.....

i hope it turns out well........

andand all the papers were so hard!!!!!!!!

i reali hope i'll do well.........i so dun't wanna fail.. that would really SUCK.....

andand...i'm soon going to be-addicted to MANGA/ANIME!

i'm currently watching vampire knights n i think it's real cool

storyline and drawing!

--i'm standing here, waiting for you to notice me--

2008-01-03T05:15:00.000-08:00

aiyo...
i'm real sorry to al you ppl reading my blog...
i didn't update for so very very long... i know...
sorry... jus been real busy and been to places...u noe-holiday..
sigh... and now got so much to blog about...
i wanna blog about
# sji combine camp... which was in nov last year...
then still got
# the looooong december hol..
# my HOLIDAY!!!to Australia!!! gold coast, brisbane, surfer's paradise
# CHRISTMAS
# NEW YEAR COUNTDOWN
# NEW YEAR
# first day of school...
and so much many more!!!
die liao.. by the time i done... my fingers would drop off.....

anyway.. today is the second day of school..
i'm in TWO one... my form teacher is mrs tan AL..
i guess she's quite nice la...butwe got the creepy classroom... which i feel WIERD in...but i hope i'll be used to it soon..
then got the subject teachers...
geo- mr jiow... and i think he speak a bit too monotone... (dun tel him tt)
hist- ms mara... or MERSE mara... cos that's how shre wan us to say it..
on the first day... she gave us a loooong speech abt changing our views at history...
sci.. mrs TAn who else...
lit- prob ms jo teo... can you believe tt... i heard she's quite fierce but good teacher..
eng- ms MOOCHEk or ms MOO MOO she is soo wierd but so funny.. so sad that she's only the relief teacher... our real teacher is mrs ma or something like tt..
stil got wat subject???
i can't remember..
sigh

i'm not always right but i'm never wrong

2007-12-01T02:56:00.000-08:00

30 november 2007
we had to go for guides meeting so shortly after camp.. SIGH..
but I didn’t go for the first part of meeting because I was at some course thing.. but it was a VERY SAD DAY

SHERRY’s farewell ):
None of us wanted to see sherry migrate.. she’s a great guides PL.. a funny friend.. she was really nice to us sec one’s even though she scolded us at times..
HIJ 1st COY surprised her with the dedication song I DO by 98 degrees.and it was a really sad occasion.. many guides cried.. and if I’m not wrong, EVERYONE shed a tear or two for her..

I want to say
THANK YOU SHERRY and I’ll MISS you..i;m sure everyone wil remember you. And the good stuff you did for us (:
GOOD LUCK (:

27-28 november 2007
SJI camp!!!
On 27th November, we had to wake up super early and report to school for the camp..and when I got out of the car in the morning… I saw 2 scouts croing the road to our school and I thought to myself.. that’s not too many scouts…
Then when I walked into school and I saw such a lot of guys… I mean scouts… ya..
Turns out there wee about 70+ of them!!!
So many compared to the 30+ of us guides… so scary rite???

Anyway… we fell in in such a funny horse shoe.. scouts surrounding us guides in side in horse shoe formation..yup.. then joey broke the flag and some scout broke the scouts flag.after that we were given groups and went to the hall for icebreakers.. and we had to change in the classroom!!! Just because there are guys in the school.. but I guess that’s good..
My group was group 8 with Bernadette and joycelyn.. we were the lucki-er guides as there was 3 of us in a group while some groups only had one or two guides..and the guys in my group were Gabriel, Bertrand, timothy and salik.. I’m not too sure how to spell their name sthough..
Ice breakers, we played blow-wind-blow and whacko.. it was quite fun to watch other groups play..
After that was GAMES time..there was 4 games I think..the walking on the floor om\n newspaper and if we lose( which we did), we had to drink the yucky mixture of stuff that eliza and qarrisa mixed!!! It was really disgusting.and joycelyn didn’t like it, but Bernie helped her drink.. so kind.. our mixture was peas, beans and something which I have forgotten..
And then there was the game with cotton wool and honey
And the one with lifting the bucket with yucky stuff inside
And the frozen t shirt game which sarah “enjoyed” by the way…
After that, it was LUNCH!!!
Yummy.. I was quite hungry by then..
Then it was group corner where we had to think of an item as a group for talent time that night..
Then it was time for orienteering.. me, Bernie and joycelyn had to go all around toa Payoh looking for the three places which were everywhere around toa Payoh..and the scouts only needed to go buy some stuff around HDB hub there..
It was extremely tiring.. sigh.. but our group managed to finish everything.. YEAH!!! (:
After that, flag lowering and dinner..
YUM
then we bathed!!! Yippee!!! I’m so glad that we got S-E-V-E-N minutes to bathe!!! Yeah!!!finally a bathing time when we didn’t have to rush like xiao.
Then it was talent time.. our acting was really weird and nobody could hear the sound cos the guys were talking too softly or something..then it was time for the initiation or “scaring”ceremony..i went with shoba and two other scouts
At first I thought it would be way scary.. like really freaky cos the scouts kept on saying stuff about it.. and the school looked really freaky..but it was ok in the end..but I admit I was scared a little..especially the science block part and then it was SLEEP TIME.. yeah..i was soooooooo tired and fell asleep almost straight away.. but the floor was hard and I woke up almost every hour.. sigh..

Next morning we woke up at 530 and .. I was still tired but we went on the bus and went to SJI
So early in the morning .
Then we had to put our bags in the OLD LOOKING SJI classrooms..and we washed their cooking equipment.. then we had breakfast
Then we cooked our lunch.. outdoor cooking with nice equipment
We had to cook fried rice, chicken porridge and potato salad.. it was hard work and our food didn’t turn out nice except the potato salad cos mrs tan help[ed us cook it or direct us how to cook it.. (: then we ate the food we cooked and then it was pioneering.. knots..

My. Hands. Are. Tired. From. Typing…

Anyway..then we had to build a roman cannon ball.. but we had to build an A-frame and 3 ppl carry 1 person on top and go get poles.. for the cannon ball building.. it was really heavy to carry someone.. on the frame..
But it rained and we moved to the canteen area.. and no more carrying heavy people on the frame (: haha
In the end, we built it and launched water bags into the rain.. yes.. I know that sounds funny..
After that, it ws nearly time to go home.. e got our bags and it was time for prize giving
Our group didn’t win anything.. but that’s ok..(:
Then each group wa given two bottles of Pringles and some a bottle of coke.. we had to share them among the group.. but we were sitting near the organising comm. And they didn’t have any for themselves and so our kind group gave them one-fifth of each of our Pringles bottle.. so kind…….
And then we went HOME

HOME SWEET HOME

I’m not always right, but I’m never wrong.

sec 4 farewell

2007-11-24T01:27:00.000-08:00

oooookkkkkk...
yesterday was the sec4 farewell for guides...and it was quite ok..i guess
the seniors weren't bad and they didn't do bad stuff to us and i want to say thank you for that!!! <3
then after GOH, weijing and i went to the piano as we were supposed to play HERO as other guides walked in with candles for the seniors ... i hope it was ok.. our playing i mean...
after that, it was the performance!! first was the f-peck, kingfish, dove and sparrow combined item... i think their item was very nice.. and quite funny too.. then it was mynah and oriole combined item's turn... i hoped anyne who watched it thought it was nice as we spent a lot of time practicing it..
then it was ps item and then some sort of prize giving ceremony....i remember joyce was the most aunty award receiver.. and ariel, sharon and jean got the most kind, gentle and patient award.. but i'm not sure whether it's in that order...
cheryl and rachel were unable to be present for the ceremony.. so sad:(

i'll really miss the seniors and their crazy ways <3 they may have been strict or mad or serious but they helped us guides and i want to say THANK YOU for all that!!! <3 :)

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong

2007-11-10T01:46:00.000-08:00

Hello.. I know I haven’t updated for a loooonnnnnngggggg time, so I’m doing it now.

4th November, Sunday
I celebrated parts of my birthday today… yup…
kai li, chien wen, natalie and chloe came to my house!!!!!!
Swee ying was supposed to come too, but her mum didn’t allow. SIGH….anyway, they all came at 12noon.. and they played some games before lunch…
If any of you guys are reading this, DID YOU ALL HAVE FUN?????????
I hope ya all did… (: remember “THAT” game??? haha
we all played the flour game… you know the one where you had to put your face in flour that one?? yup…
and we wanted to watch SECRET the movie, but SOME PEOPLE had to leave early and then the remaining people wanted to leave HALFWAY THROUGH THE SHOW, so….. we didn’t actually get to watch it…sigh, but nevermind, cos I watched with my sister after the naughty people left…..(: it was GOOD!!!!!!!!!

Thanks to them for the wonderful presents… really appreciate it…..(: (:

6th November, Tuesday
today, went to school to watch the drama showcase…
sweeying, sarah, julvian, natasha, rachel, rochelle, and some sec2 girls were performing their pieces from the drama exam…i think it was quite funny to watch… and the performers were GOOD…..so dramatic… haha
sarah was supposed to be mrs yang and she had powder in her hair!!! It was to make her look like she had grey hair or something… after the performance, she tried to get it out of her hair, so there were clouds of powder everywhere!!! So powdery… and she was walking with a walking stick… very realistic… and sorry if this sounds like I’m mocking anyone… I did not mean to… and julvian looked sooooo cute.. with 2 plaits and the green outfit… which I lent them from my grandmother,…. Anyway, she looked so sweet and innocent… and cute too…
and the rest of the performances was from sec2s.. they were quite good.. I especially liked the one with the ‘tang shi’ hahaha

7th November, Wednesday
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
YIPEE!!!!!!!!
(: (: (:
but… had to go for guides in the morning..during guides.. Amelia and Eunice lee wished me happy birthday… THANKS!!!!!! (: Eunice even gave me a present(: thank you!!!!!!
After that, went home and went out again with my family for a yummy buffet lunch at Marriott hotel… yum yum(: (: (:there was octopus and seaweed and diy rojak and satay.. chicken kebab… it was really good(:and then I was so full and didn’t eat dinner..and I pened my presents… thanks to everyone who gave me presents and wishes and greetings on my birthday.. (:thank you!!!!!

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong

2007-10-25T02:24:00.000-07:00

hello... i knowe it has been a ULTRA long timew since i lasted posted.. now i shall try to post everyday... n not make my blog sooooo dead...

it was the netball carnival on monday... they made us go to the kallang netball centre to play!!!!
the good thing is that our class 1/1 WON 2nd place!!!!
yeah !!!!!!!
thanks sooo much to the netball players and fellow dancers!! i guess these were the people who enabled us to actually win!!!!!!
:):):):):):)):)

today is vaney's birthday...gave her a present, hope she liked it... HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANEY!!!!!!!
today, i also learnt that sarah didn't know that ihad a blog.... and that the guitar girl's instructor passed on... sooooo sad :(

o yah... yesterday, i began watching the first episode of "the snow queen"... it's real nice... good thing sweeying and kaili recommended it to me....
saturday's going to be the south division day at kuo chuan school... for guides that is

yup.. i guess that's all i got to say right now...

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong...

2007-10-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

exams are finally over!!!!!
yippee:):):):)
actually i want to write sooooo much here... but kind of got to sleep now because tomorrow got to wake up early for guides... so... i'll blog more on sat:)

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong.

2007-09-01T01:48:00.000-07:00

1 sept
today, first day of the study break….. yeh!1 I hope to finish my homework and play for the rest of the hols…. Oops that didn’t sound right did it??
Ok…. So much homework actually. There’s lit, eng, geo….. so much more.. SIGH….. still got to practice for the drama thing.. I can’t believe our first exam is on third week!!!!! So going to die…. We only got our Chinese marks back.. other teachers prob didn’t finish marking yet…. Hope I did well leh….

31 aug
today is teachers day!!! We had celebration inb school. The councilors and other people put up a concert for the teachers!!!!!there were many awards for the teachewrs… I think mr F tan was nominated for lamest teacher…. LOL!!!!!! We were supposed to have pizza, but it was postponed because he was in a meeting….. yup.. after the concert, me, kaili, sweeying,ruiying,baoyi and choonkhee went around and gave presents to the teachers……I gave to ms shanthi, mrs Vincent, mrs tan aye leng, mrs Helen tan, and some more which I have forgetten… also went to the primary school and gave presents to our ex teachers…… only mrs Eugenie tan was there…. Other teachers like ms cruz, who I wanted to see was not there… so sad!!! I wish them a happy teachers day!!!!!!
Yippee CAs are over!!! Too bad September is a study break, according to ms shanthi., I wanna relax!!!!!

22 Aug
today is regina’s birthday.. senior for sparrow patrol in guides… she may not be mynah’s senior, but she’s sooooo nice(: kaili and I bought her a present.. I hope she liked it(:

21 aug
Promenade was so coolllll these few days… it began on Tuesday, 14 aug, sarah’s bdae… that was the first night rehearsal thing ever… for promenade ushers… me and other guides and scholars from 3/1 and 3/2…. I was in the group JASMINE…. IC was Jessie… second IC was scholar, gracia from 3/… I made friends with her for the first time.. a scholar ok. Anyway, third IC was sarah cheang… from 1/5.. she’s sooooooo damn funny la… make me laugh soo much during the promenade. Thank you, sarah. You really cheered me up when I was bored…. (:
Promenade on Tuesday was probably the best show cos it was everyone’s first performance with audience…. Soo cool it was.. I love the music. Still do ….love the show (: the effects the everything.. now it’s over, I wish it wasn’t, although ushering can be damn tiring and frustrating.. we were supposed to write reflection about the whole promenade experience. I wrote I learnt more through this experience (: and it’s true!!!!! At first, I thought it would be yet another boring thing, but it turned out NOT!!!! Cooll.. now I think about it, I think it’s soo cool that I was one of the PREVILEGED ushers to usher for this GREAT event(:
I’ll miss it… really.. and also remember it for life(:

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong...

2007-08-11T01:22:00.001-07:00

11 aug.

now, I’ll post a very long post after such a lonngg time… so u people won’t be bored!!! Hahahaha
Natalie yeong’s gone to Canada… I’m soooo sad, going to missssss her soo much… wish I can get msn so can talk to her leh… I jus replied to one of her emails…
This week, promenade is king… sigh… guides got to o for duty, but my parents are not letting me go for some rehearsals!!! I wanna go, but they say cannot………
National day was soo great!!!I loved it, although theme song wasn’t so great… sorry…I loved loved the fireworks… it was great like every year!!!! I wish I could post some pics of it here… yup. Happy belatd national day Singapore… ur 42!!!! (:
Today is also chloe b’s birthday, I think… happy bdae chloe!!! u rock (: sorry la… I dunno wad else to write here… mayb another day(:

I’m not always right, but I’m never wrong.

2 aug
today, I dunno.. wad to write… English, my group finally got to broadcast.. it was horrible… me and Natalie tong kept making soo many mistakes… sigh… after school, kaili and I was supposed to do dreamweaver, but the lib lab couldn’t use so , we couldn’t do anything!!!! Then, we decided to find yf for our broadcast interview, but couldn’t find her… so I had to go home and call her…… before that, we saw the national day marchers for guides doing their marching… it was sooo weird actually,.. but they were in time… GOOD (: no offence to the PLs or anybody, but I wonder why some people didn’t get chosen for the marching… ?????
tomorrow, ms tiru is going to show us our positions for promenade duty… I want to watch the promenade preview…but the Friday tickets was sold out already… ): I hope we can watch the promenade when we do duty….*oops* I heard it is going to be GOOODDD… and it’s our school’s one and only official opening… so e whole school should actually be allowed to watch the performance… sigh.. on Saturday, Natalie yeong is goin to migrate to Canada forever!!!!! Help… I dun wan her to leave ): I’ll be sooo sad when she leaves… I’ll miss her sooo much.. seriously… so…ya.,. Natalie yeong, if ur reading this… please dun dun go … mus keep in contact k??? even kaili and sweeying and vaney dun wan Natalie to go… ): I jus wish her luck in whatever she does and enjoy life wherever she is…
next week is wanying’s and chloe aka chicken’s and singapore’s birthday…. I wish them a early happy birthday… (:

I’m not always right, but I’m never wrong…

20/27jul
Hello.. Ok, I noe I haven write for a verrryyyy long time… I apologise (: , because, I jus didn’t have the time todo so1!!! Sooooooo damn busy with school work all that…
ok, so last Friday, one person from HQ guide, ms jalila I think, came to observe our marching/rollcall all that,… we had such a fun time!!!!!!! N MYNAH won first!!!!! Yeah (: (: (: (:!!!! I’m sop happy… bcos MYNAH WON!!!! there were six stations I think.. the first one we got was CHANGING PARADE!!!! I thot it would be bad… nut it was quite fun actually.. I was the last person to change… n I think my timing was not bad… 2:06 (I think), worst timing was Natalie tong, 2:16… but not bad, considering we had o tie scarf and put badges on… it was quite cool actually… our next station was kaiying’s station, I think… sorry, I have BAD memory… it was where 3 ppl were blindfolded, and were led through an obstacle course by their fellow patrol members… it as quite scary, bcos I was one of those who was blindfolded.. Eunice lee led me through e obstacle thing….. it was stepping chairs and crawling under tables… hurts if u bang into a table leg or something… at that time, we were the second patrol top do the station, but had the BEST timing… (: next was the first aid thing if I’m not wrong.. it was Eunice choe… we had to pick a technique from the bag and do wad it said and explain wad it was for… this was quite fun, bcos Natalie was the casualty most of the time… only bcos she was the lightest… (: (: (: (: …… next was charlotte’s station… it was the dirtiest station.. we had to put string through our shirts all that and thread flour-covered polo sweets through our shirts until it reached the last girl, who put it on the ground, and we COULD NOT break the sweet… it was not that bad… except, I dun think I wan to eat polo again!!! Anyway, charlotte was like smearing flour on our faces and saying it was good for the skin all tat… hahahahaha (: nobody believed her, I bet…yupyup… next was structure station.. sherry’s station… we had to make a tall structure bcos the sleeping beauty was sleeping at the top of the castle and we had to protect her from waking up, with a tall tall tower… it was quite fun, but I dun think our structure was nice… it was like going to topple any minute… I think f peck’s was the tallest…. But it was very dangerous as it kept leaning as if it was falling down … last was ashleigh’s station… CHEER!!!!!!!!! Fun time… we had to sing as many campfire songs as we knew until the time was up… Ashleigh was an ex mynahrian and I think she kind of missed us, bcos she looked so sad … she said mynah was very UNITED and WORKED WELL TOGETHER!!! YEAH!!! (: THANK YOU SO MUCH ASHLEIGH… MYNAHRIANS love you too (:
So… after that, we ended the day’s activities… we changed and went home…. The prize for being winner was chocolate coins… it was shared among everybody, including other patrols… yupyup… I was feeling quite high after that I guess…
Ya… that’s all I have for now,… when I have the time, I’ll write more again (:

CA’s coming up!!! HELP!!! I hope it won’t be hard… sigh….

I’m not always right, but I’m never wrong (:

2007-07-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

hello everyone...
sweeying and chloe have been bugging me to post... so i shall now...
today... our class attendance was 36... it has been decreasing since monday... our lowest ever!!! 35!!!!!!
can you believe it??? usually, our class attandance v v v good one...
post later.. my com jamming

sorry about that post... i'll post a longer one soon.. my com still jamming:(

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong

2007-07-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

so today, 8 or was it 10 of us went with mrs tan aye leng and 2/1 to the wonders of science competition... opur school got in to the finals... yay:) sadly, we did not win in the end... :( our 2/1 ppl were good too... i think it was the questions part that made them get merit instead of top three... first was farfield mrthodist school... only because theirs really entertained everyone... we went to ngee ann poly for the competition... they have such such a BIGBIG hall... it was ssoooooooooooooo high.. ask anyone who went... so scary seriously...
ya... it was very very zCOLD, i think i nearly froze to death or something... my poor finger was numb like hell,.... n it still hurts!!! i think i might 'sue' her or sonething if it does not heal or is permanant... sigh, now how am i going to play the piano???
ok their refreshments were soooo good.... it was from i think dfine.com anyway... there was nuggets, even a chocolate fountain... !!! but i didn't try any :(
PINGEN has a chocolate fountain at home!!!!! she is sooooooo lucky, can eat whenever she wants... next time, i'll buy one for myself:)
by the time we were on our way back to school , it was already like 6:55pm... so late!!! i hadn't done my hw yet:( sooooo i had to cal my grandfasther o come and fetch me... good thing he was free:)
thank you grandpa:):):):):)
i came home and bathed,and eat, it was already 9!!! so i rush through my hw, n am here writing the post now,....i noe i'm a v naughty girl for doing that...
chicken says ahe is bored... i told her she should create a blog...
SEE THIS CHICKEN??? CREATE A BLOG!!!i love everybody today:)
sorry, going a bit high...

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong

2007-07-18T02:02:00.000-07:00

okok.... so today pe in school ms tiru came and observed the class.... we played netball skills n all that...
some &*(@%*@%^$&)@# person made my finger(s) very painful because she kept throwing sideways...n in the end, she kind of twisted/fractured my poor finger!!!!!
ouch... it hurts now to just type a word...... pain!!!!!!
btw, thanx sosososososos much to natalie tong for being a GOOD GIRl n listening to me rattle on about how pain my finger was.. :):):)
but she complained..., that i was too noisy :O
anyway, today did not have french... :)
but got e learning, which is sooooooo ma fan.... sigh:(
tomorrow, we got to do the english broadcast practice... i so dun like it v much... all projects now are so horrible.. haiz
okok..... now i'm doing my e learning.. i dun understand!!!!
n chloe finally tagged:)
she kept on saying she wouldn't , but in the end she did....
ouch, my hand still hurts... help.. i hope i didn't sprain it or something...

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong

2007-07-13T03:39:00.000-07:00

ok... so many presentations and projects to do!!!!!!!!
HELP!!! i'm so glad that some are already over, like the the rivers for geography.....
yesterday, i went to library to do CIP with nat tong... she didn't ever go before so i was a KIND SOUL:) n accompanied her, eventhough i didn't really need to..... it was so damn tiring.... we did like 5 trollies of shelving!@!!! sigh... arms still aching...
o yes, Sweeying gave everybody new names... she would be som som the squirrel, i am pompom the penguin... kaili is komkom the kangeroo... i'm not sure who else is named like that.........
mr tan jus told us that the elected "temporary student councillors" must campaign for a spot or something like that!!!! i don't really wan to do that... i'm not sure how to, actually....... can someone HELP me????? i neeeeeddddd help( i guess) ....
aarrgghh!!!!!!! mus finish the broadcasting speech by tuesaday.... i wish it didn't need to be handed in so early.....
monday, we mus go for ecology trip... after that, got french e learning... sigh... nxt nxt week, got petit test!!!!!!!!!! help.....

i'm not always right, but i'm never wrong...

2007-07-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

hello everybody... sorry i didn't blog for the past few weeks....
i didn't noe seniors like regina, kaiying etc would visit:)
should i change my blogskin?
i think i will soon:):):)

today, went to fry's house n did project... we chatted to *naughty* eliza as we worked, then SHE came n we had to stop.. haiz..
i jus found out that SHE got a l\blog... it doesn't soeem so great to me but i can't sae that bcos mine is prob like that too... haiz...
kaili is sick!!! tomorrow is councillors election i think... i hope ........
jus GET WELL SOON KAILI!!!!

our english project is ssosososos wierd... sigh...
goodthing we managed to get interview wif ******* the person we wanted:):)
that's good isn't it???
yesterday, went to the toapayoh pasar malam.. bought a new bag... yeh>:):):):)
that's all for now...

I'm not always right, but i'm never wrong

2007-06-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

today was the first day of term 3...
also handover ceremony for guides!!!
yup.. my bag was sososososo heavy, plus guides... extra heavy :*
anyway, lucky can put some stuff in the locker:):):)
already got so much homework... first day!!! but i guess you could say it's good la...
HANDOVER ceremony- seniors leaving :(
Xiuhui was the new CL....
Eunice Choe was Assisant CL...
Eliza was the new Quarter Mistress...
Sherry, Charlotte, Ashleigh,Kaiying were all PLs... sorry i forget their posts... sorrysorry...
Joey had to transfer patrols and all the sec2s were PSs... including Catherine..... that's GOOD!!!:):):):)
and then, seniors had their "revenge"... by spraying us with water straight from the hose!!!1
i got so wet!!!
then had to go for third lang... but nevermind la... it was fun...
i'm going to miss the sec 4s...
yup,... that's all i have for today :):)

i'm not always correct, but i'm never wrong

2007-06-21T07:25:00.001-07:00

WHOO!!!!!
guides camp just finished n i haven finish my holiday hw yet!!! help!!!yup.. guides campo was so so fun n a little wierd....
first day was a lot of preparation for e campfire on e 2nd day:)STRUCTURE nearly finished when it started to rain!!!!joyce n gaya they al continued to tie n got sosososo DRENCHEd:):)haha:)
it rained so our knots were v tight (i think)we only had 3 min to bathe though... but i guess it's ok, cos we already "bathe in the rain"=)
2nd day, CAMPFIRE DAY!!!!it was so cool!!!!!most of e guests were scouts.... the guides seniors of ourschool came back... i didn't noe anyone though.. not in my year mah...only one school of guides came...anderson guides were supposed to come but they didn't.....i had to usher SJI!!!ya... n SJI n St GAbs were v noisy during e campfire....ITEM was super super good GREAT in fact!!!!!
we had to sleep in the tents:( but it rained halfway... so we slept in the classroom... yeh!the tents are super super HOT!!! n weijing keep "punching " me in her sleep......
3rd day... CLEAN UP n AGM day....
cleaning up for structure was quite hard !!! it rained so the knots were quite hard la.... so difficult to take out!!
AGM we had to vote for PLs n PSs.... only got 5 sec 2 so i think some sec one will b PSs in nxt yr or 2009.....!!!!!!
MYNAh patrol my patrol won BEST PATROL award!!! YEAH!!!!!
Eliza won best SENIOR award:):) GREAT too:)
overall guides was like super quite fun la....great learning experience:)

I'm not always right, but i'm never wrong

2007-06-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

2007-06-17T03:59:00.001-07:00

ok... so i've been away for quite some time...
i went to Genting :)
it as fantastic!!
had a reeeaaalllyy nice time over there :)sigh, i miss it now that i'm back...
then, after i came back, i had to do homework!!!! so horrible:(
the next day, swee ying, kai li, and the dowager came to my house to do the english broadcasting project. it was so bad.... i hated it, but at least we did something:)
yesterday, went to sarah's house to do the battles and borders project.... it was quite good la.... we managed to do most of it:):):):) yippee!!!:) i'm so glad:)
yup, n today, got to continue with all the homework....
it was also FATHER;S DAY:)
i gave my dad some chocolate...
yum yum :)
tomorrow is my first guides camp,... so excited:)!!!!!!

kelly's house

2007-06-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

ok, so today i went to kelly's house to do the life science project!!!
i hate projects!!!!
they are so horrible:(:(:(
and we were doing vwry very "wu liao" things like look for mft's stupid unity sec pictures....
it was so random-ish.... n we found it!!!!
go to the class blog on my links to see it
it sucks,.... he looks so darn retarded...
hahahahahahahahaha
ya...
n we almost nearly finished the project:)
good:):):):)
n sweeying says yamcake is horrible!!!
i thought it was nice....???
no wait, it is nice my dears:)
tomorrow got guides again...

I'm not always right, but i'm never wrong

the very wierd day

2007-06-05T07:54:00.001-07:00

ok... so yesterday, i was doing cip with Kai Li....
then a very wierd man just came up to us n said "you are sec1 rite?" we wee like yeah...
so shocking!!!!!
some wierd guy asking us if we were sec one?!?!?!?!?!?!
and then he asked us wad our psle score was!!!!
i lied and said it was 233 when it was in fact 2**
hahaha...
yeah...
n today, there was guides...
our campfire is in three meetinga time!!!!
we so need to finish soon/.....
i went for dance class after that....
came back, took a shower n ate..
n started doing e horrible battles and borders summary thing...
i HATE it!!!!
i wish i could abolish all Project Works!!!
tha's all for today:):)

I'm not always right, but i'm never wrong.

2007-06-03T22:36:00.000-07:00

hello hello everybody:):)
thanx to the wonderful kai li n bao yi who helped me set it up::):)
yup...
n now im at kaili's house,.... n she is standing behind me..
im writing my post:):):)
ya.... im so naughty to start a blog without my mommy knowing....
ya... i dunno wad else to write/...
im impersonating kaili on her msn.... cos went to her house to do chinese hw...
ya... it was so fun:)later going to do cip at library...
n a very unfortunate event happened to me yesterday.........
the dowager's parent has scolded me for nothing...
n ihste project work.... sigh...
n now kai li wants to write

here:
hey peeps..yes its kai li here!! *claps*
yupyupyup......
i tell u arh...
ms yamcake is at my hse doing her chinese work?
wow.no.
shes looking at youtube and setting up her blog here.
wow.
hahaha.
shes not looking at wht im writing so its okay.
for the time being.dats it.
hahahahahahahahahahaha
have a great week!!!!!
ok that wus so random.lols.

pamela says EVERYONE PLS LINKK MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not always right... but i'm never wrong :)

the day

2007-05-30T07:30:00.001-07:00

today.... we were enrolled as guides!!!
we are now officially guides! yippee! hello to all fellow guides reading this... ya. n ms lakshmi was pinning e guides trefoil onto my scarf n she nearly couldn't bcos my scarf too fat!! haha
anyway... we also had to have changing parade where we had to change in and out manymany tmes.... sigh.... i v scared i cannot leh...
next, we had "Celebration" ya... n it was reali fun!
we even had presents!!!!
yippee!
i still haven't open them yet....
ya
thanx to everyone who made our guides enrolment possible...
smile