Dear Diary...

Saturday, September 26, 2009

HELLO! :D okay umm so much happened in the past week and since the last time i was here but anyway... i was supposed to write this here on 24 september but yeahh.. didn't get to go on the com so i shall write it now though it's a little late.. sorry! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI LI! :D hmmm how'd you like the sorta surprise we planned for you??? pssttt we decorated/teepeed her table with pictures and stuff and it had to ramin there for the whold day :D and then when that was supposed to be our "only" birthday present to her but then after school then we'd go over to her house with a cake and celebratE! hahahaha! but she guesssed in the end what we were going to do so didn't really get her offguard.. oh wells..but at least she enjoyed herself :DD hmm ooh and the cards that you guys wrote for her.. yeah dont worry they reached her in the combined present we gave kai.. and she LOVED it :) YAY! :D hard work paid off.... oh and i realised i cant plan surprose parties cos then i'd let the thing out one way or another leh..
:( hehe..
hmm today.. went to school soooooooooo early to have guides planning meeting... plan for ALL the stuff that's going to be happeneing after exams and during hols :)) it should be fun lah! oh which reminds me i need to go look for something online later.. remind me ah...
hmm exams coming...grrrrrrrrrrr WHY oh WHY are they here soo soon.. or should say WHY do we even need exams.. i mean like i like learning and all.. but exams... they're just well.. a little ummm... kinda spoil the fun of learning you know? i mean we should learn something cos we want to and not cos we have to pass some exam or someth.. or at least that's the situation now.. so cant complain lah...just do the best we can i guess :)
hmm okay.. if i'm not back soon to blog again.. i guess you'd know the reason why.. so until next time guys :)

Pamela :) @ 4:29 AM|

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

heyy :D nothing much to write today leh... hmm went home early today.. no more guides for awhile... haha...
then went home and bathed and ate lunch and slept!!!! ofor like 3hours plus i think.. then it sorta rained while i was sleeping so it was so shuang lorh :) haha! dont you just love sleeping when it rains.. it's like so cooling esp since nowadays is like super HOT! :D
joey's birthday today.. and i know i haven't been doing this for a looooooong time and sorry to those people who i forgot to put your name up here for birthday "message" but
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY :) thanks for being so awesome and keep on being you! :) oh and good luck for exams.. HAHAHAHA
hmm okay. i dont think i should be here.. back to checking mails then homework!!! :O

forever young
Lets dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait were only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We dont have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The musics for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders were getting in tune
The musics played by the madmen

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why dont they stay young

Its so hard to get old without a cause
I dont want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever
later gator! :)

Pamela :) @ 6:06 AM|

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

okay! back to blog bout my holidays-break-study time...
hmm on monday... was the lpi workshop thingy.. i think i already blogged a little bout that so i shall not bore everyone by repeating myself :)
tuesday... was also the lpi thing gut it was the second and last day.. i guess tuesday's session was better for me in a way cos i feel that i kinda learnt more lah.. my opinion that is... and yeah.. it was real touching.. and (thanks to those who came talk to me.. esp eunice chan for giving me your ribbon :D and chien, swee and amanda for being such awesome ppl and saying those stuff to me tho it made my fountain start and never stop till like one hour later) thanks so much guys,, you really made me realise more bout me than i knew about and i shall try to be even better and yeah. hopefully.... ........ then after that rather emo session was sorta like three legged football... was with saira and averil.. they were so funny lorh.. then cos we had to tie our legs together so it was kinda hard to coordinate and walk tgt at a fast speed.... so everyone was practically limping about and all.. except for th crazy-ly fast ppl and they could walk so well together.. lucky for them lorh.... but this was one of th most fun stuff throughout the course :D learnt lots from here too lorh.. it just proves the theory that ppl learn faster thru practical and not thru memorising or blah blah.. stuff like that :)
wednesday... woke up so early to accompany the guides down to st john's headquarters for their first aid course.. met kai, joycelyn, amanda and nat tong at tpy macs for breakfast! YUM! :D tho i didn't really eat bf can... was hungry but BROKE too.. so yeah.. poor me i guess.. then helped joycelyn fix her monnkey to her bag... so diffficult can.. the ksyring was so stiff and i didn't really have nails... -.- hmm then off to st john's...reached there and realised we were one hour early or something?? OH and the hall there so freaky.. and old can.... never really thought such places would still exist in singapore :) but it was there and even got a plaque saying when it was built.. 1960something i think..... we didn't wanna stay in that stuffy hall for dunno how many hours so we went to th mall opposite which had a SUBWAY! and we sat there and did homework and guides stuff like guai ppl.... well... except till we started laughing and losing concentration.. so we laughed really loudy i think :P but lucky th subway ppl never come and scold us...subway was like super cold lorh!!!!!!! i was going to freeze into ice cube already..... :p joycelyn's friend-s were there too...and after lunch at PIZZA HUT! they played ccards while we did our hw AGAIN>< color="#c0c0c0">sleepover :) and sorta homework.. cos i was like dying with it all and needed kai to help me.. i think... though we mainly only did eng oral i think :D ate YUMMY dinner at the kopitiam downstairs her house there and i wanted to eat my old chang kee curry puff but decided not to cos the walk there was super longgggggggg..
then went back and attempted to do more work... ending up doing till LATE (sorry kai) thenn went to sleepp..... talked till 2am actuallyyy.. THEN was zzzzz time...
next morn woke up at i think 7am but i delay till dunno what time also and in the end nearly late.. haha! :) same thing.. brought them down... went st jonh's... but ate breakfast at SUBWAY! yeah! so long never eat subway already...... :D hmm then met estelle there and did hw again... everyone was like cracking their brains out over chem and maths can... toopid homework... i so need a tutor or something... mayb for the coming meals i should make my texxtbooks and notes into soup and go drink them! :) hahahahahahhah
friday.. went out with kai, swee and chien.. awesome time! :D and so fun walking up that ulu ulu hill there... ate dinner at some mall in choa chu kang...then went home and had to eat dinner again.. cos i wasn't really supposed to eat dinner out... hmm ANYWAY...
saturday.. nothing much... had chinese tuition in the morn and then went to church in th evening...had to walk there since it was so near my house.. went holy spirit.. not my darling Christ the king.... aiya.. actually holy spirit not that bad.. jsut tt i prefer CTK better! oh did i blog bout youth rally yet??i think i didn't right??? okay.. it was super FUN and i'm glad i went for it...had praise and worship and got to know more bout my cat class friends :) and of course more bout god ((:
sunday!!!! cat class in the morn and then went ION ORCHARD to eat!!!!! and half celebrate my dad's wbirthday which was during th sept hols... ate ice cream buffet... never seen so much ice cream in my life mannn... haha! so much ice cream at one place rather..oh and neraly got lost in ION again... that mall ah... so confusing :s not for dumb dumb people like me who cannot remember which way is in and outt... haha!
monday... couldn't believer school started so fast already.. one week break like not enough like that.. so began term 4 and th start of supposed intense revision and exam prep!!! talking bout exams :( aiya.. dunno what to say lah.. it's like once agin that time of th year and everyon's studying like mad.... dunno if i'll be able to catch up leh... sure hope so :) okay but no matter what musn't give up JIAYOU!; we can all do it.. haha!
monday was also english oral!!!!! OMG! i was like th first person cos i had to timekeepp.... so freaky lorh.... never been first in my life for oral cos i'm usually last cos of my surname/reg number.... so yeah it wsa rather a new/nerve wracking experience.... hope i didn't screw my orals... i know my conversation was rubbish...
... shall not write bout it here... you guys read already will get bored one.. :) then today... notihing much... i just realised that it's 20plus days more to exams!!!! cant believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i'm gonna start freaking out soon i think... aww man but looking forward to th days after tt.. tho we may not entirely have a HOLIDAY>. at least it's sorta a break from schoolll.... SORTA lah :) kayy.. gotta go back to the MOLE and ATOMS and IONS and MOLECULES thingy which i do not understand.. anyone wanna help me??? help would be very appreciated.... :) hehe... going to go for remedial for all th subjects mann.. but i dont mind lah... hopefully it'll clear the fog that constantly blowing around in my head :D okay.. think that's all for now...
some song lyrics kayy?? :D
aiyo.. why WHY cant blogger copy and paste stuff.. okay... hmm go listen
- i can wait forever- simple plan

i know i feel like forever, but that's just the price i have to pay...

Pamela :) @ 12:22 AM|

Sunday, September 13, 2009

heyy :)
hmm.. one week of septembet holidays just flew past like that! can you believe it???? :O school's going to start tmr and it's back to the hectic life and blah blah.. exams in one month some more!!!!!!!!1 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hmm so many things happened this past week leh.. monday and tuesday was LPI and boy was it different from any other leadership workshop thigny i ever went for :) and that's a good thing-- it think...
then wednesday and thursday was first aid course with the other PLs and to accompany our guides...... it was fun lah i guess :D esp when we went all high and started laughing so loudly... aiyo....
then friday...stayed home for the morning to chiong my homework.. though didn't really finish much of it :( then went out with the clique in the afternoon :) awesome! excpet that the journeyy was like one hour plus long and i kept getting scared cos they were like talking bout ah piao! hmm but anyway.. went there and realised it was totally different from what i thought it would be.. oh well..
more on all these stuff tmr i guess.. need go sleep now..
byeeeeee :D
miss all those times we shared...

Pamela :) @ 8:35 AM|

Monday, September 7, 2009

heyy! so superly long time since i last came on.. so sorry... i know i always seem to promise to update.. but yeah i never seem to.. soorry!!! so now i shall not promise but i'll try my best.. oh and yeah since few people come here anyway (:

ummm... so many things happened since i last came here like what?? 2 months ago or something? i lazy to update leh.. but umm i guess the most of it should be student leaders invest :D and teachers day :D and dying from all the homework and failing so many many many tests! mann when will it ever end?

hmm today.. was the lpi thingy... it was quite fun lah i guess :D

i learnt that... if we want something we have to have a VISION! and wholeheartedly put in your ultimate best to achieve it! so now.. this shall be my goal.. to try and try and try and... well you get the idea.. try till i succedd!! :D but then again whether i do is another thing in itself (: hahahahahha! but no harm trying right? what doesn;'t kill you will make you stronger! YEAH!

okay.. some random pictures...

saw them on my way back home on teachers day celebration last week or something! those aere the kittens and the mother cat was like staring at me all the while i was trying to take picture.. like "dont harm my darling kittens!" :P but they were too cute! i couldn' t resist lah... (:

if at first you don't succeed, try TRY again! (:

Pamela :) @ 4:49 AM|